hihi!!!
tonite is cold..burrr...anyway...after a hot shower...i regain all my senses..and realli feel quite hungry, quite warm and quite...sleepi...sounds a bit like a pig...but realli no mood to do my presentation stuff...jus wanna relac wif a novel on hand..humph..
anyway...my cousin finish her exam on 17th nov..tat's when i jus started my exam..haiz...anyway...i think i gotta travel alone back to sing...one poor lonely me...lol...kinda scare...first time..lol...but ar...i think i jus haf to get used to travellin alone..but freakin hate to travel alone..cos if i don't know anything or being blur or something...den i can't get out of e airport and kana stuck inside..although singapore airport is kinda easy to pass..but still..u mus know tat i'm blur and forgetful...
anyway...i've been thinkin...its kinda sad...to spent my 21st over here...=( den i'll miss some of my fren's bdae as well..humph...
thinkin about heeren sakae at e moment..
hmm...e dae b4..i dreamt about babies...and its sooOOoooOOooo frightening tat i woke up...not tat babies are scary...babies are cute ok...lol..no offence..but i can't remember y it shock me to dreamt about babies till i woke up..lol...
anyway...as i saed previousli...i realli got no mood to do all my rest of e stuff...cos e worse is already over..and i think i flunk my psycho test...which worht 5%...kinda sux...sobsob...
anyway..been plannin places to go after exam..mainly bondi...den mayb go beach...can't go out of syd cos sis wanna settle e apartment stuff...sux...but den again...CEB last time told me not to kip thinkin of travellin..and he oso ask me don't kip c-ing guys...lol...kinda funni when i recall e conversation..lol...
anyway...feelin realli piggy now..wanna sleep..but my fren workin on his project part and gg to show me..humph..zzz...nvm...i'll jus go off..lol..soon...hopefulli he finish off earlier...
humph..nth else...jus wanna wear skirt..realli miss wearin skirt...but i got fat...so..not sure my another skirt can go in or not..else mus patronise bugis again..humph..although i DON'T wan to go there durin crowded time..i think ar..when i get back to sing..one thing i can't get used to is e crowd? u think so?? hmm...here seldom is crowded..e onli crowded place is ...basicalli...no place..lol...oh once!! in e bus...nono..tat's twice..lol..
anyway...i realise i like to sae anyway...
oh ya..i was tokin to my sis..and i told her tat someone once on canberra trip told me watever i said was too...how to put it in words...sharp? pointy? humph...make me shut up a while and think..and i realli thinks tat sometimes..when i tok...realli like not tactful enuff..haiz...tat was i think 2nd dae of canberra..or e first...let's think..i think is e second dae...i'm soo sad for e whole period when e person told me tat tou i laugh it off..but..seriously..sometimes..i look like i realli can joke ard...but i always mus remind myself tat its a joke its a joke..and don't take it seriously...
i think...i have came a long way from last time till now..i think last time in sec sch...i can't realli take joke..can i?? i don't think so..mayb should go ask nana...up till this dae..i can joke ard and u noe...forget some and forgive myself for some stupid mistake i've made...but realli..its difficult to forgive and forget..and..i hate makin stupid mistakes...and i hate repeatin my mistakes...i guess...i can easily forgive someone..but not myself...humph...
hmm..wat else...hmm...i always a person comfortable wif touch...so if u aren't e kind of touchy person u mus tell me..although last time i'm not comfy wif touch...when i tok about touch..its something like touchin someone while i tok and tryin to make a pt or something...i think my sis (old) is not tat comfy wif touch...
tokin about touch...these few daes...when i touch metal things such as door knobs or something..i always kana "shock"...even jus brush past someone will oso kana...so nowadaes..realli try to make a pt NOT to open doors or touch metal stuff..esp gg to bio med lvl 3..i always climb e stairs..so sometime e door will b open but most of e time its closed...so.. everytime i touch it..i got a shock!!
now..is tat operant conditioning or classical?? i think is classical..cos..an unconditioned stimulus elicits a unconditioned response in my case..UCS= door knob, UCR=shock, den there's there's a conditioned stimulus=metal and a conditioned response=shock..so now..whenever i saw metal..i'll associate it wif shock..correct??correct??
now tat might sounds a bit foreign to some one but ...tat's tat..lol..
hmm..think he might not make it..lol...i forgot andy lau's song!!! i remembered it todae...i woke up wif e song runnin in my head...jus now i still remember...den now i forgotten..lol...
cold~** how long was tat..in almost 30 min..i became a block of ice already...tat's kinda fast...jus 30 min ago i was still feelin a bit warm...now...haiz...oh~~ mus go brew herbs to eat liao..keke..
okok..few second ago..i receive an email on "horoscope" (but more like month thingie)..lol...not tat i believe..but sometimes..its pretty accurate..but den again..tat's tat...lol...its a hobby of mine to look out for horo stuff..lol...although i haben learnt taro cards..lol..found it plenty interestin..lol...kk..here goes:
MAY FREAK
-Stubborn and hard-hearted.
[guess i'm stubborn but surely not hard-hearted..okok..i admit..on certain stuff onli ok..not everything!!]-Strong-willed and highly motivated
.[strong willed?? mayb...highly motivated??depends on my mood actualli...]-Sharp thoughts.
[meaning??hmm...sharp..thoughts..well i usualli change my topic beri fast...i think quite fast too..but i can't sae too much..or type too fast..which is y i always make mistake in typing e word twice..and after few second i'll forgot wat i wan to sae and wat i had sae if i didn't sae it immediately when i tot of it..so..]-Easily angered.
[usualli depends on ppl..but on e whole..i'm quite ok..i guess..as i sae..depends on e person..]-Attracts others and loves attention.
[well...wat could i sae...lol...hmm...so i attract others?? seriously..no..do i love attention?? seriously...depends...lots of them den i'll get a bit clumsy..]-Deep feelings.
[hmm...lol..saw on thesaurus e word bottomless..den i was thinkin about my bottomless stomach..lol...anyway..deep feelin?? i guess i had deep feeling...for ppl i care about and ppl ard me..although sometimes i show it some times i don't]-Beautiful physically and mentally.
[first pt..disagree...2nd pt..i like my brain quite a lot..although it tends to get a bit fuzzi wozzi on me most of e time makin me blur and forgetful..but still i live my brain..*grin*]-Firm Standpoint.
[firm?? well..depends on situation i guess...]-Needs no motivation.
[no?? well most of e time i don't realli nid tat..so next pls!!]-Shy towards opposite sex.
[shy?? u should jus hear wat they would sae about this!]-Easily consoled.
[am i??i remembered cryin for several daes when my uncle 7 pass away n i'm in sdy..haiz..let's not go into tat..]-Systematic (left brain).
[well...u mus take a look at my room exp durin exam period..cos it looks like a tornado jus swept in..but otherwise..i tried to b tat..lol..]-Loves to dream.
[darn true..one of my fav past time..lol..sad to sae..lol...]-Strong clairvoyance.
[quick, intuitive knowledge of things and people--> got from dictionary.com anyway...i thinks..its kinda true..]-Understanding.
[i jus i am..but den again..depends on my mood, on e person..but still overall..i guess i am..]-Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
[darn true]-Good imagination.
[well..wat do u expect from a person who likes to dae dream??imagination is a mus u noe..]-Good physical.
[like PE?? i like to do sports..but darn low on stamina..and i flunk my 2.4 in poly..darn sad...but i got good score for my fav standin board..]-Weak breathing.
[correct]-Loves literature and the arts.
[wat do u expect?? of course i love them..i took them durin my sec sch yrs ok...art and lit..tou i didn't score well for art..but absolutely loving them..]-Loves travelling.
[correct..expect i got no money..lol...sponsor me and i might go u noe..tat's y my mom always scare i kana cheated by someone..lol..which is i think y my mom is not tat worried i'm here becos she got a dinosuar here guardin me..lol..]-Dislike being at home.
[actualli tat depends u noe...if i got a long hol..well..mayb in 3 daes max i mus go out..but i can b at home wif my novels..onli for short period of time..but i love bein at home after a long period away from it....esp my room!! miss my pillow and bolster..and my bed..and my cabinet and e mirror..and e floor...and window... and my clothes stand...and my chair..and..okok..too much to list..]-Restless.
[bull's eye]-having many children.
[realli?? i can't imagine tat...previously on top..i jus sae i got a nitemare out of babies..so...mayb next time..lol..they are jus sooo cute...but beri x to grow one..lol..i mean..to..have one..yaya..lol..use e wrong term jus now..]-Hardworking.
[erm...i'm always lazy...]-High spirited.
[tat..i am..lol...except sometimes..but usualli...ppl c me as i wan them to c me.. ''p]okok...i think by now u guys would b cursin and swearin at me..askin me y i wrote such a long blog...anyway..for ur info..i'm nursin this blog for like an hour liao..so...an hour time is suppose to b this long ok...i jus hope tat this is an essay qns..cos i can vomit out more den 2000 words without referncing..lol...soorii..a bit gone case...jus finish my assignment few weeks ago..and i practicalli took 30-an hour to complete my referencin and footnotes...and i think i'm doin e oxford style and not e harvard stlye of referencin..or i guess..might b both..a bit mixed up..lol..
kk..i guess i'll end here..lol...don't curse me..else i'll start to sneeze..den again... i was told tat when someone miss tat person..e person will sneeze..well..some morn i woke up sneezin..so does it mean tat someone tat early is missin me??
anyway...miss u guys...get back to sing b4 x'mas...so...don't celebrate w/o me...den again...are we celebratin?? if no one jio me..den i jio everyone to my house..lol...stay overnite and sing x'mas carols..lol..later kana kick by my parents..lol..different religious..lol...
kk...i'm degressin...and i wanna go read my novels..lol..
take care guys..
miss ya...
miss me too ya...
to cai ting if u c this blog: u comin to e airport to pick me rite...u better do..cos i'll b sittin alone in e plane for like 8 hours w/o tokin...and a few b4 tat..lol..so..u better come...sobsob~~
nite...
