i apologised..

hihi!!

well. i apologised for bein whiny yest and havin a couple of mood swing several daes ago, which lasted for quite some time. thanks for being there listening to all my whines. being whiny nowadaes. humph. apparently missing u much more den i realise!! haha. well. it tooks bout a week to register my feelings. haha. i'm a bit slow. so. ya. everything is two beat slower den usual. haha.

hmm.i guess i've been overwhelmed by the stuff tat were told to me. pretty much input to digest resultin in mood swing. well. i was whiny for another different matter. but. i guess. i got my fact where i wan it to b. and it supports my thinkin. so it's a go ahead sign wif tat mentality.

hmm. to b said i was being nice. oso can't sae so. cos i'm not a nice gal. i mean. jus normal ba. i'm not always tat nice as well. to b said i was being bullied. i think it's a fair trade off for opening my eyes to the truth. plus. i realli dun't care tat much. i noe. i should mind a lot. but. i guess. nth makes my temper boils till tat limit. so. everything is still cool ok. chill down. dun get angry. i noe u dun like me being bullied. but e truth is. i am. so face e fact ok? haha. i'll try to change a bit so tat ppl dun bully me ok. i'll try. (@.@) and also. i wanna thank ppl who dun't take advantage of a poor gal like me. thank u. (^-^)

todae we've finalli tok!! thanks god. i think i'll burst if i didn't tok to u soon. there's like freakin lot of things happening. haha. well. i've unloaded tons of stuff onto u. hehe. and i guess u'll slp it off. =) hmm. jus while tokin to u when i sneeze when i was lying down rem. den there's this sudden sharp pain tat jus doubled me over for a sec or so. even now i can feel e spot. dunno wat happen. haha.

oh. ya. i was saying bout tuition. jus go tru correction and stuff took an hour. lol. and e mama drag for 15 mins tokin bout e kid results and stuff. gack.

returned home for food. tokin bout food. didi ordered pizza before askin if i wan to eat. when i confirmed i'm eatin he sae ask me to pay 12 bucks cos dunno who got no cash or something. dang. kana used?? lol. they wanted to eat and noe tat i'll eat so they ordered before askin me. den ask me to pay. lol..watever. lol.

anyway. i was sayin bout e food. stop distracting me ok. e food. oh ya. dinner. yes. i went home for dinner. ask mama to leave some rice for me. but it's like twice e amount i normalli ate. wat's so little bout it? but i finished it. haha. well. i was pretty hungry. so i decided to go back for a second helping. but i was thinkin. if i eat half den left half. if tml fry fried rice. it's gonna b too little. so watever. i jus finished e whole thing.

ok. e rice is still not e bad part. i think cos they noe i dun eat veggie. so they left like 2/5 of e veggie. and b4 eatin. my dad and mom told me to finish everything on e table. first thing i saw was e veggie. thank god it's nice. ahaha. den bit of pork, fish. and tada~ tat's my dinner. den clear up. hmm. after tat daddy open durian again. been eatin durian like almost every dae. but finalli finished liao.haha. still got green bean + barley soup. which i failed to drink. too full liao. haha.

gotta kip my room!! it's like a dump site. haha. it's not as bad as previously. cos i've alreadi kip those places. it's my desk i can't stand. it's totalli way way too small. i nid space for laptops. i nid space to do my art. i nid space for my jap. everything nid space!! haha. and i'm gg to kop my daddy's longest table =) he told me to take them ok..haha. i nid some baskets to kip my books so they dun get dusty. i nid to get started. my hands are itching to start packin. but it's late now. so i'll jus haf to wait till tml. so yup.

ok. my left leg red patch is still there. although no longer tat red. a bit pinkish. but yest put on a lot of lotion liao. still pain wor. esp when i shower den e warm water first splash onto my leg. tat's like ouch. it's a beri small ouch. so dun worry. like like kana scorched like tat. guess nids more lotion tonight.

yawn~ tired. finalli dae off tml!! yesh!! gonna pack my room. hopefulli my lazy butt move. hahaha.

kk. i'm off to read novels.

take care peps.

ciao~

sun burnt =(

hiya!!

let me post some pics first. actualli. i hate postin pics. cos later e alignments of e post will b out. but watever.

pretty pain when touched and it started becomin red after a couple of hours. =(

had a weird date todae. wif ct, her bf, her bf cousin and his cousin's gf. weird rite. ppl couple couple den i one single stuck there b light bulb. no wonder kana sun burnt. seriously. i tot i can't get burnt easily. but i was wrong. apparently i got burnt. been a long time since i got tanned. dun like e pain pain (sensative) feel. =(

pretty tired now. feel like falling over. had a early morn todae. went gym ard 9-ish. den ct went swimmin while i gym. meet her at mac after tat. had my breakfast. den wait for her bf and his gang. who are supposed to reached at 1030. but somehow. we went back to cp. library sat for some time. went popular get my supplies. and finalli met them at 1230. best. i've never ever. never ever ok. wait for ppl for 2 hours. of cos. face black. wanna go off. but oso pai seh. so went wif them. tried to b friendly, actualli i am quite friendly ok. i'm tired lo. plus it's 1230 in e afternoon man and they decided to go fly kite. (-_-"')

den. guess wat i do? i whipped out my umbrella. but gotta share since e guy's gf kip stickin to me. plus she calls me e umbrella gal. ask me to take out umbrealla when e sun come out. ma chiam like slave. DOTZ!! anyway. dun feel piss la. too tired to feel anything except e pain of e sun burnt. anyway. share share a bit wouldn't hurt. ps: dependin on e object being share and e people sharing. =)

u noe. i came out wif a theory. due to e fact tat i went to gym. didn't shower. so e sweat dries off from my skin. so there's some salt on e surface of my body. and when i sat under e sun for an extended period of time, i got burnt so badly, even wif e use of umbrella. how's my theory? pass?

anyway. gotta try to enjoy e process since each min is passin. y spend them in unhappiness when u can spend them in happiness? correct?

sorri. digressed.

ok. i'll slapped tons of moisturiser tonite. forgot to pay des my sundae ice cream money. dotz. mus remind me k. anyway. i can't rem where was i. i wanted to sae something. i remembered jus now.

ohoh!! haiz. there's little insects jumping ard and on me. den i got a bit paranoid.cos usualli those kinds of insects i associate wif fleas? i dunno. jus some creature tat'll bite me. and there's tons! beri beri tiny one. jumpin ard e magazines and on me. but apparently they dun jump on others. so they totalli con't playin games. gack. totalli make me so uncomfortable. can't sit properly, try to kill all of them and fear tat they will jump into my bag. den if i didn't know and brin e bag upstair. and they jumped into my bed and stuff. yucks. so gross. anyway. dun like e feeling. thank god it rain. all i can think tat time was let's go home. let's go home.

got a bit impatient waitin for e lrt to compassvale. haiz. tired.nose's block now. anyway. e good thing is when it rains, i'm under shelter of my umbrella and e cousin's gf jus try to stick close to me. tries to shelter her la. but she kinda walk beri slow and e rain is gettin bigger. so i hold her wrist and lead her e way i wanna go. faster like tat.

beri ah soh xia. to use e umbrella. but i don't realli care. tired!!

kk. i'm off leavin u to e pics ~

ciao~

took tis when gg home..rainbow!! my fav =)

lucky~

red patch jus above my elbow. think this is where i got tan e most?

think kana bite by some bug or got tanned.

mood swing?? again??

hihi!!!

pretty tired todae.woke up ard 9 plus.den laze in bed for bout an hour plus readin novel. after tat woke up, went downstair, start marking e assessment. and guess wat!! i can't finish!! and was told by JE tat i made a lot of mistakes marking e assesments. it's like onli 3 la. come on. u guys haf like almost 24 books waitin for me to mark. i got like almost 3/4 done is good enuff. and still dare to criticize me. who e hell u think u are huh. anyway. i told her if she wan she can mark it herself. such an arse. pain in e neck. kao. seriously havin trouble wif her. competitive and refuse to share. pissed. tat time she commented on ZY not their buddy. all i haf to do is to raise my eyebrow. and they all noe e meaning. such a brat. pissed!!! seriously think gg to pms. haiz.

todae after tuition. chat a while online. den went to watch tv from 5 to 1130. pretty nice. it was e music award or something. not bad.haha. had some stupid remarks. haha. anyway. pronounce hilter into "healer" dotz. and my jie and mei laugh at me while didi sae he got wat i'm tryin to brin across so nv sae anything. humph =(

back's breakin. tried twisting it. but apparently it didn't realli work out. tml is gg to gym. since i gotta go fly kite wif ct, her bf and his cousins. haiz. so jus go to e gym. sweat it all out. probably is e tok wif JJ. caused ripples in my tranquil mind. nid to work it out. else it'll bother me like hell. back is seriously achin. shoulders are bad too. very very sleepi now. mayb is e tang gui? plus recently busy wif tuition. tryin to find a couple more. work!! money!! tat i nid tons. haiz. money money money. debts debts debts. good darn.

busy week ahead. onli time off is tue and fri. so i'll b tryin to find another tuition for e tue slot. den fri is gonna b my jap classes. and oso.sat and sun morn should b good for tuitioning. so probably haf 3 more slots to b filled up. hopefulli can get some good ones. pray real hard. realli didn't care bout real work now. cos tat one. shun qi zhi ran ba. dun feel like rushin into a job i'll come to hate in e future. so. slowly ba. go wif e flow.

huff. tired. probably nid to sleep soon. energy been sapped out of me todae. aloy and JE is not cooperative. plus i tried to gif them some sentence wif compo. such as. " sunlight broke tru e cluster of clouds, signalling the start of e dae." something like tat. and. "e rain patters onto e window and warily i climbed out of my bed." seriously lo. not good? ok. i think it wasn't good enuff. but my brain at tat moment can onli think of these ok. and wat they do?? ignore me!! pissed.

anyway. gotta shape up my mood rite now. get into e correct frame of mind tml. which is friendly. rite now my mood can kill someone. lol.

anyway. i nid someone to remind me to buy a couple of exercise book tml. and files. mon got tuition. nid to mark paper. wat else. i nid to read tru e eng. remember to brin answer sheets. haiz.

drank too much water todae. ran toilet frequently. plus been eatin chocolates, hello panda and those instant maggee. those tat u put e seasoning inside and shake them tat kind. gack. damn unhealthy. ate durain, an apple and an orange. weird way of eatin. so crazy. pimples been poppin out since e dae of tang gui. haiz. sian. i guess tat contributes to my mood swing as well.

ok. my back is seriously tryin to kill me. bro is still in toilet. so should i skip e shower parts? but i still nid to brush teeth. damn. haiz. probably lie down a while.

kk..i'm off. to meditate myself. and to caox myself out of e state of sulkin.

haiz. boucin ball. here i come!!

ciao peps.

me again =)

hihi!!

was late for tuition todae. gack. well. it wasn't intentional ok. i got onto 119 at 630pm. reach kovan mrt station at 710. wait for 113 till 715. and e stupid bus drive so slowly, it's packed wif people and e worse thing is a group of teenage boys talk so darn loud in e bus. irritating. plus rushin for time i feel like bashin them in their face. anyway. i chilled. haha. but was late nonetheless. seriously long time no take bus. best part is. do u realise, i took bus down to kovan? haha. cute rite. i didn't realise there's train until i reached kovan station and was waiting for 113. den i think. y i came to kovan mus take bus ar? take train will b faster rite? so dots. haha.

anyway. was thinkin whether to convert into full time tutor or not. hmm. think think think ba. yawn~ tired.

oh ya!! i decided to go healthy. eat healthier. exercise more and stuff. but apparently e good thoughts are ruined by my craving for kfc. so unable to resist my temptation. i bought it for dinner. 3 piece chicken. so sinful la. i decided to eat more fruits. cos i hate greens but i love green color. haha. hmm. but i try to avoid fried and oily food. but. haiz. i failed terribly. but todae is jus e first dae. there's always e next!! so gambatte!! haha. i shall eat more fruits. yup. i'll jus do tat. keke.

daddy cab fee was 23 bucks plus from work to home. he sae it's ok. dotz. gimme tat 23 bucks!! haha. he sae petrol fee was bout 300 to 400 per mth. plus 100 for smoke. 500 for elect and water. so tally up to bout 1000 bucks. x. all i can sae is x.

go play bouncin ball liao..

ciao~

magastructure..

hi peps!!

pretty interesting documentary i saw on national geo..come on...dun tune out first ok...i promise..it's totalli fantasic!!

there's tis ice hotel thingie..at sweden..it's totalli built wif ice and snow. pretty cool yeah? check out e website :http://www.icehotel.com/Winter/Home/ i've lifted some pics from it..

tis is e church if i'm not wrong..

tis is e main hall..

tis is one of e bedroom

another bedroom..i like tis design..don't u think?

tis is cool..but..hmm..like kana trap e feel..haha..

anyway...beside checking out e pics..i checked out e prices as well..jus e accomodation..e 4 bed snow room cost bout 14900 SEK which is bout 2749.86 SGD..for 5 nites..from 23 dec 2009 to 28 dec 2009..how cool rite...cost bout 500 plus bucks per nite..e rest..i got no idea..cos it's like all booked up..haha..left tis 4 bed snow room..

wat's more, they haf a church there!! and u can get marry there. if u wanna elope to there..it's gonna b expensive..haha...jus e accomodation itself tooks out a huge chunk of e savin..but e experience is fantasic..

it should b a pretty nice place to go..well..it's another part of e world i'll b lookin forward to when i got e bucks..hahaha...

okok...i guess i might nid to stop checkin out e ice hotel..i nid to check out how to get to my student's place..todae e car is down for repair..so no cars for 10 daes..pretty inconvient for me..and i nid to go out early to help e boy get his assessment books..

todae...nose's running...throat like got stuck...irritated..haiz..back is aching..

kk...i'm off..ciao~

frequent updates..

hihi!!!

haha...e updates are gettin more frequent..since someone has gone oversea..haha...more free time..cos he'll b sleepin when i'm up and about and i'll b sleepin when he's up and about..haha...think he'll kill me when he read tis?? haha..anyway...we contact tru sms so shouldn't haf any problems..but we can't realli tok a lot tru sms..so..bloggin my dae will remind me of wat happens and to let someone noe wat's gg on wif my dae even tou he's sleepin...haha (~_~)

pretty busy since e dae he left..been busy wif tuitions, tuitions and more tuitions..it's totalli killin my voice...todae i got a 4.5 hours session wif e p6 kids and not long later i got another 1.5 hour wif a new kid..well..wasn't bad..charged him 22 bucks per hours for 4 session, 1.5 hours each..anyway...by e end of e dae my voice is hurtin...todae..went out at 710pm to wait for 136..but wait till 730 still not here..heng thing mei mei call and sae dad drivin down to serangoon so ask me if i wanna take his car..sadly...dad drove pretty fast and i reached within mins..too early..darn...so cleared my sms inbox and outbox..hahaha...

hmm..been debating whether to drive or not...but i can't park..i haven tried parkin head in yet..so..no idea how to go in and to go out..oh by e way..i think todae e new kid stay at e same blk as nana...jus 2 stories down..hmm..interesting...at first walk to e wrong door..den called my sis to confirm e place..after several mins..called e parent and she gave me e wrong unit number..stupid...hahaha

hmm...daddy gg to brin his car to repair..almost 10 daes...he pretty much dun like e idea of me drivin out for tuition..probably i'll drive to one den take bus to another..e other place is totalli inconvenient..darn..but he got ask me if i'm takin his car...hmm..probably i'll try to drive his car somewhere to learn parkin den..hoho!! i'm off..lol...

hmm..dunno wan go kite flyin wif ct, her bf, and his 2 cousins not..sun wor...sun rite?? i think is sun..cos sat i got tuition wif e p6...humph...but dunno e cousins..plus e bf...hmm...u noe..not close...but alreadi promise ppl to go liao ma..gack...haiz...

hmm..my hands de-swell quite a lot todae...thanks for e concerns =) jus a bit swell..but otherwise lookin good...a bit of joint pain when touched..but no worries ok..it's all under control... =)

for e sake of aircon..i wrapped up my hands in my shirt..haha..wif rubber bands..den at nite wrapped it in my blanket..it's so thick tat it becomes my pillow..haha..

reason: medicated hand..so no aircon unless hand was wrapped up..

(^_^)

mei mei came into e room and spotted my makeshift bandage cum warmer..den she drag me down to show my sis and mom..lol.. (=_=)

cute kid..haha..totalli cute..

(^_^)

hmm...better go off to bed..actualli alreadi on bed...probably i'll jus go read novel and stuff..suddenly feel like eatin udon or hor fan...freakin hungry!! but totalli time over for my supper...but seriously i'm hungry...and it's HUNGRY!!! ROAR!!! FEED ME!! - tml morning..lol..too late to eat now..hahaha...oh..e mid night curry rice oso not bad...shit...i'll better sleep these ideas off...else i'll b like starvin like crazy...

hmm..kk..i'm off...

nite peps..

ps: my mp3 had revived!! hurray!!

one hand down

hihi..

i noe i jus blogged..but jus e hand is so irritatin..it refuse to de-swell..gack..den mama and daddy been urging me to go for a body check up..hmm...let c some pics..by e way..i'm typin wif my left hand cos my rite is wrapped up in clothes to kip it warm..

but apparently..tis afternoon i am able to play e piano jus fine...lol..but it's pretty tough typin wif a hand...make my shoulder cramp instead..haha...hopefulli it'll get better tml..else mommy might drag me to c doc =( huff~ full dae tml..gotta teach who dae..so hopefulli e brain works well...

hmm pretty tired..right hand jus can't move..prob slp early...daddy refuse to let me drive his car...cos my hand swell..but seriously..i can't exert pressure on it..can't close my hand tight either...it's pretty lucky tat my little pinky can touch my thumb..although barely..but still able to touch it..oh ya...gotta google bout e swell..else mama will bombard me wif qns tml..

i'm off to search for a cause..at e rate i'm typin and searchin..it could b way into e morn before i can finish findin out bout e swell..haha...

kk..i'm off..

ciao~

leave u to e pics =)

after mama rubbin it down for me at nite..got a bit redder...haaha...

after ironin e clothes...and i accidently touch e iron..seems a bit unharm..so heng..haha..

(-.-"')

while dealin wif bittergourd..think it got worse a bit...plus i accidently poke it (=.=)

in e morn..when i woke up..

oops..

hihi!!

i noe it's been a long time since i've blog..been pretty busy...went tru 2 major 21st bdae tis mth....oh no..and one more 24th bdae!! haha...anyway...been pretty busy...

yest got my first long lasting tuition...my fee got axe drasticalli...not beri happi bout it..but well...watever...lol...got another tuition tml..hopefulli e person wouldn't slash too much and of cos..hopefulli my brain works so i can do calculation of fees..lol...haiz...c how la..tml got temple tuition oso...gack..

guess i'm use to ppl ferrying me ard..yest go tuition i ask my sis to drive me den..den prob subsequent lesson i'll jus drive over...lol..but my dad was complainin bout e petrol and all..lol..hmm..but e thing is..i'm pretty afraid tat i'll daydream while drivin den accident happens...well..hopefulli if i drive everything will b good...jus tat daddy's car is a bit big and long..i dunno how to park...someone e other dae told me to park head in first if i dunno how to park..lol..his car is damn comfi.. =) anyway...we shall c..else prob i'll take bus..but..haiz...dun like to take public transport alreadi..lol...take train still ok..bus a bit..dotz..unless it's direct bus..lol..

hmm...todae woke up..hand swell =( wasn't tat bad until i went to wash up..den it started to swell even more...it's ok u noe...den went downstair to deal wif e bittergourds...used my left hand to get e seeds out...but..i guess my left hand wasn't good at controllin..e "knife" poke tru e bittergourd den poke my hand..darn...den bleed...double damn...after tat my mom and sis told me to stop...den went out to move stuff..swell even more..zzz...followin tat..went upstair to iron clothes..since they sae i'm pretty useless wif my palm swellin up like tat...haiz..nvm...went to iron clothes..den accidently my pinky touched e iron...zzz...some more it's on my right hand..e one tat swell..

got no idea wat comes into me todae...probably been tense while sleepin..or probably my aircon is too powerful till i cmi...most prob is e latter..lol..yest was shiverin wif cold in e aircon room..lol...

anyway...hopefulli i can get a job soon...haiz...been so long liao..zzz....

kk..i'm off...pretty tired..lol..

ciao~

till e next time...

e weather..

OMG!!

seriously these few daes e weather is freakin hot!! i'm nursin some headaches, sore throat, running nose and sneezes most of e daes...it's realli veri veri hot...cannot tahan...my temper is hangin by e thread if u mus noe...i guess not onli mine but everyone's temper is gettin bad...been drowsy all dae long..due to e lack of exercise?? i hope not..lol..

anyway....nth's gg on now..jus nid to find a job which realli..is tryin my patience...haiz...i'm off...

take care everyone...drink more green bean wif barley soup, tomato wif watermelon drink..

ciao~