happi =)

hihi!!

well, even tou there's some minor and short dip of unhappiness, but i've bounced back!! i'm as good as new! hopefulli. haahaha. well, y bother to spent ur time in unhappiness when happiness realli suits me. wait! don't puke! haha. ok. well, i think tat u'll jus haf to spent ur time being happi, no point being sad yeah. some more for nth.

todae ppl been commenting on my happiness. ask me y i so happi. ask me is it becos i went dating. haha. so cute! how to date when no one dates me except my kids? hahaha. no la. told them i'm always tis happi one. which i think is quite true. haf to spread some joy, happiness and love ard. =) it makes e world goes round. is it? hahaha.

ok. i admit. i did threw some tantrum to my guy. sorri. i realli dun mean it. but i bounced back when i tok to u. guess too long nv tok? lol. haiz. i'll try not to disturb u k. keke.

hmm. i got a new boi!! he's so cute and adorable. haha. he writes in perfect sentences and perfect tense. plus he learns all those tough words and asked for lots of homework. gack. scare to to hell. i better brush up my eng.

hmm. been in a mood to create a photo frame. oh ya!! forgot to charge my mp3!! haiz. forgetful. knock my head.

huff~ apparently my parents left b4 i get to go down and ask bout my grans ritual which was held tonite!! humph. so instead went downstair to join my siblings for supper. ate 3 siew mai, 1 cha shao bao, 1 big bowl of green bean, half cup of tea and 1/4 of a curry fish. half way while eatin green bean, my didi commented tat e sink will burp causing e green beans i'm eatin to fly out of my mouth. hahaha!!

todae went to eat kfc den rushed down to temple. huff, i ate 2 piece chicken, half of e whipped potato, half of e fries, half of e mountain dew. gack. so many left overs. so guilty!

hmm.wat else to sae? pretty much nth. jus tat my mom came and complain tat i long time no iron clothes. so probably i'll slp early. erm. try to slp early tonite since it's like 12 15 am liao. den wake up tml for ironing, den go on a shoppin date.den tuition!! hahaha. full dae ahead. full steam ahead!

todae one of my kid's mom ask me if i wanna take him for eng and math. and ask how much. i didn't realli tell her how much. but u noe, pretty tempting. hahaha.

kk peps, i'm off to chill.

sorri gran. i'm too late to go for ur ritual, but u'll always b in my mind k.

ciao~

on e road to recovery~

hihi!!

since i got back from mountain climbin i got sick! haha. yest morn was pretty bad. woke up ard 4am. too pain to slp, den mins later went to vomit. after tat i went back to bed, but can't fall asleep. i remembered ss tellin me tat if tis happens go drink salt water every 30 min interval wif e salt water chilled at fridge for 5 min. so bo bian, dragged myself down, chilled e water, but don't haf enuff strength to walk back up. pretty bad. so rested for bout 20 min down at e kitchen b4 struggling over to e phone and call my mei mei.

thanks to mei mei, who picked me up at e kitchen and helped me wif tons of stuff. den get me up to her room to rest while she use e com. sorri bout tat. but once up there, drank e salt water plus warmed up in heat pads, i'm feelin much better and dozed off.

well, almost e whole house visited mei mei's room tat morn, except bro. first is dad, who knock on e door to wake mei mei up, den saw her up liao, and asked her wat happen, den either my mom came in or my sis came in. my sis asked bout e shirt she's gg to borrow, can't rem wat my mom asked. but i heard my parents discussion bout me eatin too much cold stuff. daddy bought a ice cream cone for me when came down from e mountain u c. haha. plus i drank some coke. anyway. i heard them tokin bout me. so i knock out. hahaha!!

can't rem much, cos i'm pretty tired and drowsy. cancelled my tuition yest. so went todae. todae wasn't tat bad. stuck in bed for quite some time. good thing my parents went out. more time to slack. den went out bout 3 for tuition. all e way to 930. reached home was bout 1015. in between ate kway chap. think seriously nid to eat 2 bowls of kway chap. else not fulling. tokin bout kway chap makes me so hungry.

todae was cravin for calabee spicy potato chips. and carrot porridge. but someone sae NO! to calabee potato chips and pocky =( humph. durin tuition i oso got e cravin to eat potato chips but someone sae NO!! =(

after i came back from tuition, i asked daddy bout a word tat i didn't noe. haha. pretty funny, cos i don't noe tat word, so i close e book very naturalli and ask e boy to do another assessment book tat e mom wans him to do. so. yup. a natural transition. den came home ask daddy, but he oso dunno, so we stood at e kitchen poring over chi hai dict. finalli found e word, den ask daddy wat my name means. so spent another couple of mins finding my name. so yun means gold!! haha.

humph. now e pain is back. i think i nid to go rest or stuff. hungry. probably eat one biscuit b4 turning in.

kk. i'm off~

ciao~

mt datuk..

hihi!!

it's been a fulfillng two dae one nite at mt datuk, m'sia. first of all, it tested our stregth and endurance. well, i walked pretty slow, so got up there like 7 hours later. haha. by e end bit, i was pretty frustrated by ppl who kip pressing us to kip climbin when all of us are all dead on our toes and out of breath, told them to get lost!! argh! pissed. u noe who i'm refering to yeah peps~

coming down hill is so much easier. but as i was standing below a slope, waiting for my turn to go down e next, i was wondering how i get up in e first place. it's a pretty steep slopes, wif lots of tree roots, rocks, thorny branches, but we've conquer all those and reached e top. pretty tired when first reacher, but den, u get e sense of achievement, e sense of relief, e sense of happiness. haha. pretty great u noe.

at nite, when we reached, we ate some dinner, spread e ground sheets, and went straight for e bed. haha. e other ppl who camped there is freaking noisy, can't slp well. but it's like 8 plus, and all e gals jus whipped out our sleeping bags and proceed to slp.

at nite, when e sky is dark and e air is cool, e fireflies appears. it's as if as they are stars hanging down from e sky by thread. so near, yet so far. totalli unattainable but simply magnificant.

gg down hill, i got chance to catch a couple of glimpse of e monkeys. while heading down, e monkeys calls are loud and long, as if welcoming us, or as if they are trying to cheer us, to encourage us to con't our way down. anyway. i was headin back wif tong tong, sis and i. when i heard something jumps onto e tree top jus above me. i looked up and caught e back of a monkey! but b4 i can look for longer, my sis chase me off. e next time i looked up, it's gone. golden tail =) well, i saw a black one too, when we're almost reaching e chalet below. hehe. =) cute..

well. it's pretty tiring. tml there's tuition and i realised i nid to walk from my kid's place to kovan mrt station. hopefulli i'll haf strength to go on tml. =)

it's a terrific and memerable experience. can't wait to get back up there again. even tou it's tough, but i think, it's more satisfying when u reached e top and get all e aches, mosqitoes bites, cuts and bruises to show ur hard work.

dinner is great. went to a seafood resturant to eat. e food is terrific. very tasty! e resturant was set on e sea, like a kelong. it grow it's own seafood. pretty big place. nice scenaries, but no pics. sorri peps. wasn't realli in a mood for pics. until e end when i was headin off. but well. e images will always b kept in my memories.

plus there's a lot of grasshoppers everywhere we go. it's pretty big one. so scarily. but managed to scrap tru it. gack. hahaha. esp in e toilets where we're gg to shower. a couple of them lurks ard and after showering i simple refuse to return to e toilet again. *shivers*

now tat i'm back to e comfort of my own house. i simply cherish it! haha. not tat i don't treasure it b4. but it makes me feels tat i'm definitely more fortunate den others.

kk. i think i'll go off first ba. or mayb jus surf e web a while.

so,

ciao~

one more dae

hihi!!



left tml le. den i'll b off to m'sia to scale mt. datuk. haben pack yet, prob pack tml morn or something. afternoon got tuition. i nid to mark my assessments. but i dun think i'll wake up b4 10. unless someone make an appointment wif me. haha. well. if not den i'll slack my morn away.

hmm. good thing i got didi, cos my antivirus been due and i got no idea how to install it, so ask didi for help. hehe.

after several seed of durians i feel like i'm gonna haf asthma. =( haiz, my inhaler was overdue for a yr liao. dunno can use not. damn. i wanna brin it wif me for e mountain climbin but, well, mama sae no nid. but i'm afraid.

hmm, jus now was tokin to a fren. i told him tat i don't catch sg shows, and i go for documentries from nat geo and animal planet durin my past time. den he sae i live like a tai tai or something. but, i tot a lot of ppl oso watch nat geo and animal planet one ma. oh, and he sae i'm born to lead a tai tai life. haha. thanks, it's a beri nice thing to sae =)

hmm. guess i better hope into bed early, my hp batt is flat. and my tao payoh kid cancel their tuition tml, so onli got 1 student. free and easy. was jus thinkin should i drop by serangoon and get my inhaler. well. all's good.

hmm. in anycase if we're not gg to tok online tml, den i'll cya back on mon or i'll msg u when i get back to sg =) u noe who i'm refering to yeah *wink*

ciao~

finalli..a dae to slp in..

hihi!!

finalli i got time to slp in late!! huff~ thanks god. even tou i am able to slp late tml, but i'm heading out ard 1230 to PS, meet mei mei and at e same time accompany mama there. damn. forgot daddy's at home. hmm. gack. totalli forget bout him.

despite ur erm, reminder todae, i left my red pen at my kid's place. but but! e good thing is i went to e same place in e afternoon and took back my red pen. seriously gettin more and more forgetful. it's so terrible!! it's gettin out of hand. haiz. next time i should write a check list and double check with it.

hmm. todae is pretty much like headin out, den back, den out again, den back, den out and back. waste money. so hopefulli can get at least 2 more students.

2 more daes to mountain climbin and i haben eat pork chop. mus do it by tml, cos i think fri mus eat halah. todae had e tendency to cough. more frequent den yest, but still controllable.

went to makan with ct jus now. order a sundae (which i totalli feel so guilty) and french fries (which i realli realli feel guilty). junk food dae i guess. haha. okok. i promise to take care of myself. but at least gif me some break and haf some kit kats =) but instead of kitkats, i drank green bean plus barley water. tokin bout kit kat. i think my house haf. tempted to eat xia~

hmm. guess i'm gg off. should b sleepin soon le.

ciao~

vomit blood..

hihi!!

it's so tough to teach e siblings!! ok. e sis is good, but e bro is terrible!! gif me some idea how to handle him!! omg. anyway. e family timetable is so damn messy, hopefulli get a few more students so tat i can tell them i'm pretty packed durin tat period of time.

i'm so pretty busy tat now i'm gettin confuse, thanks to e sibling's timing. haiz. no fix timing. so damn. hmm. anyway. will try to make them into fix shape so i can handle them. trying to organise my stuff, but e more i try to organise, e more messy it gets and e more confused i got. haha. wasn't tat bad la..jus a couple of timetable to shift ard now and den, here and there.

these few daes been travelling to e student house till it feels like few weeks have been passed instead of a few daes. du ri ru nian. zzz.

kk. off i go.

ciao~

butterfinger or careless??

hihi!!

finalli webcam wif u liao!! lol..been a long while yeah. but it's like a beri quick one. there's like tons of stuff i wanna tell u. but. everything seems to disappear when i c u. haha. guess i'm gettin old and forgetful. i'm gettin grumpier i guess, due to e lack of toks and sms. probably. humph. i nid a recharge of batt. haiz.

gettin more and mroe emo nowadaes. like little things makes me feel like cryin. hormones overloaded?? haha. no idea. jus now was readin manga den feels tat e plot is so nice. den well, a couple of tears dropped. hmm. e other watchin tv oso. oh. recently been catchin some shows on bus and on new bout micheal jackson's death? ya. well. everytime i watch them my eyes will b filled to e brim. haiz. probably too tired? probably not.

an interesting week i should sae. totalli feels like ages. been like gg back to one of my student's place. cos teachin a pair of sibling. haiz. tired.

hmm. bout e butterfinger/careless. it's bout todae. b4 gg out, i was diggin for my keys. and while diggin, e scissor jus dropped onto my feet. damn pain. didn't haf much time to care bout it except to dry e blood den paste plaster over it den get out of e house. no worries, cos it's a small cut. good thing it didn't drop head down. i did register e scissor on top of my files, but i guess it doesn't process down to my feet and ask it to move. well, i did sucessfully avoid my paper cutter droppin down onto e floor. i think. dun't think i got any cuts from tat. jus tat my floor suffer a bit more den i do. e paper cutter is more dangerous, since it u noe. didn't haf any cover over e blade.

todae went ikea den went to giants. ate a $1 hotdog bread for breakfast cum lunch. den shop for a couple of hours at ikea b4 finalli gg over to giants. towards e end of e trip in ikea, my mood went from bad to worse. my nose is running, eyes are itchy and heavy, feeling damn cold and it's so crowded. hate it. so by e time i went to giants, u can c how pissed i'm feeling. told my mom i'm heading off to home first b4 gg to tution. and got drag off by her to e food court to eat. cos mom and sis been commenting bout how pale i've become as time past. so mama drag me off to eat. den i head back home. nap for 30 min b4 headin out for a 3 hours tuition.

hmm. tired. several tuition was cancelled tis week. well, by tommorow, i should sae at e end of e week i'm off to m'sia to climb e mountain. mt datuk was bout 800 plus ft, mid mountain was bout 300 plus ft. so. well. god bless me ba. and well. bless me for avoiding all those accidents and butterfinger.

yawn~

i go shower den head off to bed ba. yest slept late. but someone was still sleeping. haha. k la. not reprimanding u..haha. bleah. i'm off~

ciao~

guilty

hihi!!

todae got no tuition!! it was postponed =( u mayb askin y i'm sad, so i'll tell u tis, postponing of lessons means postponing my pay, or it could oso means postponing my free time. but anyway. went shoppin todae!! yeah!! so happi.

u noe, i started out not planning to buy anything. but i think it's due to e fact tat now i'm working, and haf a bit of income, which is y. haiz. i went ahead and bought a dorothy perkins jeans for 43 bucks. which i think is quite worthwhile since gio jeans are always 50++ . now tat i was sayin. i'm so tempted to buy another pair of jean. haiz. and i bought 2 set of bras. hahaha. guess i'm startin a whole collection of bras. haha. e designs are so cute!! my sis was like shaking her head. =(

anyway. within 2 weeks, i've spent like 100 plus? 34 on e shoe, 75 on e jeans and bra, which adds up to 109. omg!! where did i get so much money?? oh lord. i guess too long nv shop, once got money kip spendin. well. i'm tryin to control!! realli. but i'm guessing my first mth pay will b gone. haha. oops.

hmm. after readjusting my tuition schedule, prob i'll take a couple more students. if possible. thraot hurts a bit. haiz. feel like ulcers are coming.

todae went OG chinatown den head down to vivo. at vivo, after shoppin, sis and i decided to get some finger food. got a choco cream ecliar and a original cream puff, after eatin feel like puking. but still hungry. so ate one meat ball from old chang kee (sis bought). den walk to home fix, get light bulb, den head out. crave for sushi. so stop by e sushi store to buy a couple of sushi. sat down some where and start eatin it. keke. sis commented tat both of us, jus eat these nonsense spent bout 10 plus bucks. hahaha.

well. after showering. hmm. my leg aches. guess i've been walkin too much these daes. been walkin to student's house, walking in shoppin malls, standing up and tryin to balance myself in train, bus and lrts, i guess, i strained my leg. now it's protesting. dunno tml wan go out wif sis and didi not. since they gg ikea den to giants. wanna go lei~ but i nid to iron clothes.

oh! tokin bout ironing clothes. todae at dinner, no one wanted to wash e dishes, so me and bro voted for sis. but she sae not fair, so we did "oh-ah-pei-ah-som". and me and bro got e same and left sis out!! so happi, did a high five wif bro. but still ended up wif me rinsing e plates since i was washing e pot tat brew med, den shun bian rinse e plates.

hmm. haf to wait till bout 11 for dad's med to finish brewing. den head up, mop e floor, as well as e 3rd floor livin room floor. after showerin got aches all over my leg. haiz.

well. hmm. miss tokin to someone. can feel tat there will b less and less time tokin. so. well. good thing bout my current job. i'm free in e morn when u're free. so. pretty good. haha. well. gotta pause my HR job finding. wasn't happi bout it. but well. who ask me go into full time tutoring. so mus stick till after e kid's exam. humph.

kk.i'm off.

ciao~

forgetful..*hammer myself*

hihi!!

jus came back from tuition and guess wat?!?! i left my pencil case behind at my student's place. so cute rite..last week left my ruler at another student place, tis week i left e whole casing. haiz. wat's so wrong with me. anyway. i was tryin to plan my tuition timetable. hopefulli one of them could shift their timing den let me slot e rest in. else probably i should terminates e tuition? haha. probably not. hopefulli i could take them till after their exams. after tat den i'll find a proper job. sad to sae, but i dun wan to leave e kids dangling halfway while i work.

hmm. nth much these few daes except tuition tuition and tuition. well. hopefulli i can get my pay soon den. yippee!! i shall shop ard.

pretty tired now. dunno wan to start calling e parents or should i call tml. since i'm gg to one of e student's place tml. haiz. slowly la.

hmm. it was raining quite heavily nowadaes. so. hmm. makes it tough to go out. wanna go shop for bag. hmm. pay dae is next week!! yes!! although is onli 130 bucks. but still. better den nth. hmm. feel like savin up e 130 bucks. but i wanna buy a bag!! hahaha. oh shit. i think i'll save. till i saw a bag tat i realli realli realli like. *grin*

tired.

probably sleeping. next week is moutain climbin le. so fast. scarily.

kk.

i'm off. ciao~

dead beat..

hihi!!

been a non-stop action dae for me. not tat there's something interesting. but been on a move since 1 plus todae.

firstly, went to punggol to teach. from 2-3.30. e pupil, surprisingly, got quite a good result. STRESSED!!! e kid is pretty talkative and haf short attention span. i think her eng is better den me. haiz. STRESS~ but it's pretty near to my house so. anything ba.

oh~ and guess who i saw todae after my tuition?? i saw Mrs G.Tay~ our high sch onli music teacher??!!?! my form teacher. well. i wanted to call her. but she looks so grumpy tat i decided to forget it. so scary. hahaha.

secondly, went back home, in 20 min, went out wif daddy, mommy and sis to get dad's car, return uncle four's van, den go down to cp to buy stuff. which sadly doesn't contain wat we want. anyway. was sittin at uncle four's van, and sis commented tat e way my dad wear his shirt, he doesn't looks like someone who drives a van. lol. peachy, silk material..van? no way man. hahaha. so we laughed. haha.

once we return uncle four car. i commented on my dad's drvin skill. dunno y i feels tat e way he drive is a bit rough? jerky? but at least he nv get mad or something. cos i guess e way i put it was funny. can't rem anything much. but had a nice time inside my dad's car tokin bout his car leaks, his drivin skill, blah blah.

after tat when we went to cp, drop by e food court to eat my very late lunch cum dinner. 2 bowl of kway chap. yummy. but i went tuition ar. e parent, a bit dotz. den when lesson ends she insist tat i eat e banana. feel like puking halfway tru e banana. yucks. nua nua de. e skin of e banana can even break off itself when i pull it down., best. anyway. i did puke after i got home. got scolded by mama, cos she sae dun eat la!! nua nua still eat, plus jus tell her u jus now got eat banana liao..haiz. but. watever. seriously lei. dunno e banana's fault or mine. but. well. i puked. end of story. oh. and e mama asked me to walk out myself. pretty straight road but seldom got ppl walkin pass.

while havin e nite tuition, i receive another lobang to teach at tao payoh. teach p3 chinese. sobsob. i was hoping to scrap by until i got to read some assessment books or stuff. seriously in search of assessment books. gotta read up. anyway. tml first lesson. bravo~ haha. tis one realli test my guts. i hope i'll do good u noe. it's a good time to brush up my MT plus eng. hahaa. well. it's like 3 times per week, 1.5 hours per time. pay was jus so-so. but at least i managed to get something on e late afternoon.

hmm. probably nid to sleep early todae. was pretty tired off, plus my throat is still recoverin from e puke. hopefulli i can tok tml, cos i got 2 1.5 hr tuition tml. haiz. busy busy busy. i was hopin to delay e tuition a bit, so i can go from one tuition to another =)

well. praying real hard now. tat i can fulfill all e assignments.

good bless me and my luck...

i'm off..

ciao~

here it comes..

hihi!!

well. it's ma chiam like a clockwork. it's pretty accurate. and it's givin me some cramps. wasn't tat bad yet. think will b bad tml. so i think i nid to stay on bed tml. but i nid to go popular to get some books. flip tru some books, improve myself to teach e kids. =)

todae tuition finishes ard 820-825. walked to kovan is bout 20 min? cos i reached bout like 845. haiz. pretty hate to walk. esp in my condition? u noe wat i mean? haha. plus it's pretty crampy now. gack. hopes it doesn't last till wed. cos wed there's a new tuition startin. humph. ($_$) haben been to look for extra tuition yet. a bit tired, but, no worries. i'll look it up soon. time doesn't fit tat well. humph.

hmm. todae went beach road to get e campign stuff. i mean e mountain climbin stuff. makes everything looks real. so scary. oh. bought a bag. haben buy e gloves yet. cos. dunno should buy not. got a mini fan. got some caribeana. hmm. can't rem liao. and guess wat?? i bought a shoe!! i mean HEELS. not sports shoe. keke. so guilty. cost bout 33.90 bucks. so happi. but i dunno where to wear it to. haha. happi like crazy. but u noe. it mean i'm 34 bucks poorer. haiz. pay dae!! i'm waitin for pay dae!! woosh. gambatte!!

haha. now i sound so sadist. waitin for pay dae. well. this mth's pay should b ok la. not much but at least there's a bit.

been so tired walkin ard beach road todae tryin to find a good deal for e bags and stuff. huff~ den rush down to tuition via cab. darn. guess y? cos they wanted to go back to get e receipt for e bags. but nvm, i was shoppin den i saw another shoe. oso nice. but no my size. sad. i was wearing wat? 4 is too tight. 5 is ok. a bit loose. nv realise my feet are so small. is it? think it's normal. haha. ohoh!! and e show uncle ask if me and my jie are sisters. den ask if we're in HIGH SCHOOL!! omg. seriously. he sae we dun look like graduates. gack.

anyway. i'll leave u here. and i haben shower. and it's closing in to 12 soon in another 30 mins and if i dun sleep early someone will nag. so. ya. i'm off to shower den slack den bed, not necessary in tat sequence since i think my bro is usin e toilet. hmm. check check. yup. he's in there. so i guess i i'll slack first *grin*

ciao peps. i nid to slack!! haha.

leave u guys wif e pics~

finalli got my whole collection of photo frame up!! haha. didn't realise there's so many.

i wanna make one more. to put my famiy pic =)

eh..it's a bit messy i noe. but definitely better den last time rite? i hope..haha..


ohoh! and i've paste e pics back up onto e walls. lookin good =)


a closer look at my desk. think there's ants. cos of e sweets.. =(

grasshopper @ temple. pretty big one. gack.

ohoh!! e shoe tat i've bought~ cute?? haha..

it's a feel..

hihi!!!

been slackin tru tuition todae! yest scolded e kids for givin me craps. of cos. i guess tong tong can feel e fire beneath e calm sea. told them to becareful. but e kids con't on their merry ways until it's too late. mauahaha!! tat sounds pretty evil. but no matter. who ask them to gif me crap. but i think even wif e kind of pressure at tat point in time. i think their compo was jus like 50-ish. haiz. wat e hack. make things tough for me.

hmm. wat can i feel? i can feel a massive cramp comin my way. serious. been havin a little pain here and there. occasionalli will hit me. but for couple of min and will leave. hmm. so i've predict. tis time round. it might b a painful time. well. seriously hopin to avoid tis massive pain waves. no matter how narrow e escape was, i will b forever happi. haha.

thinkin of gg gym. cos left no few daes to mountain climbin. e group i'm in seems pretty strong. gack. pressure. but well. i nid to gym. thinkin of gg tml. but headin down to beach road. probably go on tue. since tue nth much gg on. hmm. but probably wait until after my period. else i think i'm gg to haf muscle cramps plus menstration cramps. ouch.

haha. well. my sun burnt seems so deeply imprinted on my skin tat it refuse to leave. =(

been eatin all these weird non-sense again. haiz. i guess tat's wat happens when i tries to curb wat i eat ba. i nid to buy cornflakes. at least like tat it'll b healthier. i've ate kitkat, koko krunch, erm, wat else, tat dae went JJ house ate seaweeds, potato chips and stuff. can't rem. but ya. try to eat healthly. kip fit oso. lol.

kk. i'm off~

ciao~

went up..and now..it's time to come down..

hihi!!

yest. oh no. e dae before. i was totalli feeling estatic bout becoming a tutor. but. todae. totalli feel like i've dropped from e sky and down onto earth. e person nv called bout e students. but i got another kid. so makes up to 3 rite now. so i was thinkin. u noe, there's a phrase, "don't count ur chicks before it hatch" so. tryin to adopt e mentality. but i guess things might go better soon.

hmm. wasn't feeling good/happi at how e last few smses goes yest afternoon. was moodi, pissed, den irritated. haha. but. i guess. tat's my decision. so. ya. gotta stick to it.

hmm. QIng mei they all like havin a bintan trip after we came back from m'sia. dunno wan go not. jus e dae b4 mountain climbing i'll get my first pay check for teachin english. wasn't much tou. so hopefulli it's real budget. else i dun't think i could make it. but no fear. there's always e next time.

e maid agency wasn't opened on sat, and they nv email me e maids info. so dead. later my daddy sure nag at me. haiz.

oh. todae was tryin to look for a song. but can't find. instead i've found several clips on youtube featuring disney fairytales. make me wanna go watch all of those. beri classic version of those fairytales. long time no watch le. can't rem much of wat happen. tries to see e clip and figure them out in my brian. but like little mermaid and cinderalla. i totalli got no clue bout wat happen. i got some tiniest idea of wat happens in Anatasia, beauty and e beast, mulan, snow white. omg. my memories are so rusty. lol.

mark e kids chinese assessments for bout an hour. totalli break me off. haiz. tough. hate chinese. haha. hopefulli i wouldn't mark them again. hmm..their compo sux as well. no content no nth.

hmm. my outside tuition e kid's mom claimed tat i wasn't fierce enuff. i wasn't used to being fierce. i guess tat's y always kana bullied??

k la. go le. probably go and find some cartoons to watch. or watch kang xi. =)

ciao~

feeling great!!

hihi!!

guess wat?? i've decided to put my dream on hold. at least until all e kids finished their exams. well. i'm actualli converting into a full time tutor!! how cool is tat. at least tried out a different career before following my dream. which is HR. haha. probably ppl wouldn't understand. but i guess i feel real nice helpin ppl in nid. even tou they are force to take up tuition. but i hope to let them enjoy learning. *grin*

even tou e income is quite little. but at least u gotta meet different ppl. understand them and then tries to find out e best way to let them absorb their materials. aren't it interesting? well. todae e tuition agency called bout 2 kids. one at hougang one at bedok. so hopefulli i could get both. tat makes up to 4 outside tuition and one temple tuition. hmm. planning to take more kids to fill up my calander. =) hopefulli ppl can recommend me yeah? feel abosutely ecstatic. haha. can't wait to b started. and hopefulli i'll teach them real good and ppl will recommend more student to me!! yesh!! well. i got probably bout 5 mths to go. gif myself bout 4 mth to find a HR job. =)

actualli wanted to thanks ming rong for introducing e 2 kids to me. den introduce me to e idea of full time tutor. haha. no matter how. i still realli like to sae thanks to her. great help =)

been tired todae. help mom count pills. den iron clothes. den about time for tuition but e kids was a bit sick (but i think he can't finish his hmwk). anyway. erm. practised on e piano a bit. i sux at it if u mus noe. haha. i like hearing my bro playin it actualli. lol. make me so pale in comparison. darn.

hmm. so todae tuition is postponed till tml nite. well. hopefulli i can get more students. pray real hard. oh. i forgot e maid stuff. i nid to call e agency and get a list of available maid for daddy. probably make a trip down tml. call in e morn and c how it's gonna b. haiz. busy busy busy.

well. probably i like e feel of being busy. cos now tat i got started. i dun't think i can stop until my daes are all filled up. so realli nid to take good care of myself. since if i fall sick darn lot of ppl will get affected, my pay get affected as well. not to mention it's gonna b crazy when i nid to arrange and go for make-up classes. whoo. sweat.

plus jap is startin soon. gotta revise a bit before gg to class. hopefulli i can get myself to sit down and revise. nid some hard core discipline. else i totalli can't sit down and study.

hmm. haben mark my kids stuff. gotta mark it on like tml or something. gg out on mon noon yeah?

well. wish me luck =)

i hope i got a good plan. in terms of puttin my dream on hold. a good chance to let me figure out wat i realli wan in life. which i think i haf some idea. but. it's jus gonna b tough. several things i wanna try out b4 pursuing e career of a business woman. so. tis is my first step! =)

kk. i should b headin off. it's 12. without my notice. haha. time flew past real quick.

oh ya!! i was watchin kang xi lai le. and xiao s was discussing bout pregnant lady and all. like how e ladies husband refuse to let e ladies raise their hands when pregnant? and how they dun let them cut their nails and all e tabboos of being pregnant. well. if there's a chance. i'll watch tat episode. cos previously i was watching enchanted. which i watched b4 and realli wanna watch again. plus everyone was enjoyin e movie. =)

kk. i'm off to read novel and i'm off. write a post-it bout wat to do b4 i turn in.

oh!! sorri. did i tell u bout my dream? i fell into a very very deep sea/water. and no matter how hard i tried to swim to e surface. it seems like miles to go to reach it, and e water are all gushing into my nose and my mouth. unconsiously. i told myself. "this is a dream!! wake up and take a deep breathe!!" and i woke up gasping for air. sweat. haha.

sorri. been lor sor. haha. realli gg off tis time.

nite peps.

ciao~

everything is good and is gg to b fine =)

i'm back again for e second time of e dae..

hihi!!

been so tired tat i almost fall asleep durin my tuition. eyes hurts to open. dozed off in e train as well as e bus. tired is all i haf for todae. and guess wat? e tuition mom, walked me from e place to kovan station which took like 15 to 20 mins of walking. sweat. lucky it was at nite. actualli was alreadi pretty tired. but. she offer to walk me to 136 bus stop. so bo bian. but e thing is. i'm meetin bro for dinner. so mus walk to kovan. on e way to kovan jie jie called. told us to head down to compasspoint since mom and her is out and mom didn't cook dinner. and guess who got stuck at home? mei mei. hahaa. when my er yi came over she's jus like a pig, can't hear e door knock or e bell. den er yi calls home. but e pig tot we're at home so refuse to wake up to pick up e phone. dotz.

tat's a pretty huge chunk of words which everyone will skip tru..haha.

well..after shower. can feel all my muscle aching. esp my thights, probably due to e walkin. nid to lift my leg up tonite when i slp. dunno was it my imagaination or e truth, that there's like mild pain ard my lower adominal. right's. hmm. probably haben recover from e sneeze e other dae? but i doubt so. i think probably due to e walking. hopefulli i dun fall sick. got one more tuition to go b4 i can collapse u noe.

after shower i can oso c e color difference on my thight. i should sae it's pretty tanned. plus e best part. both leg haf diff tanned tone.my left is darker while my right's is still not tat bad. my left arm seems to b tanned more den my right's. damn. slap loads of lotion on. probably i nid those whitening one. hmm. now tat's an idea.

anyway. pretty tired. hopefulli by mid nite i'll b able to sleep. probably dropped like a stone. tired u noe. ahaaha..dun ask me wat i've done.

off i go~

nite peps.

ciao~

tired!

hi peps..

it's a tiring dae todae...so reluctant to roll out of bed todae. but cos daddy yest nite alreadi told me he's gonna take med. so bo bian. rolled out of e bed at 1030. went down den my parents told me to eat my breakfast. so slowly slowly eat. kip forgettin to take stuff ard. forgetful.haiz.

hmm. after tat. u should noe la. blah blah blah. den dad haf to go out todae at 4 plus so stop everything at 3. lol. relax. tml daddy oso not at home. but i nid to iron clothes. gack. haha.

hmm. rest a bit more den gotta head out for tuition. hopefulli can find a couple more to increase my pay.

mountain climbing date is gettin nearer and nearer. omg. haben go train yet. haiz.

kk. gotta go. ciao~

pretty??

hihi!!

well..i've upload 2 pics from e kite flyin dae.. haha. i realised i'm still pretty slim. hmm. probably a bit too slim? ma chiam like praying mantis like tat. anyway. i was lookin at e second pic and i told my mei mei: " eh! ur sis still looks quite pretty eh?" den my mei mei jus burst out laughin and gif me e dotz face. (-_-"') i'm not meh?? haha. kiddin la. but i'm quite surprise i still manage to look so slim in e pic. well. i sae in e pic didn't i? haha.

hmm. todae was pretty a slack dae. clean up my table a bit. and at nite brought up another long table. more space to throw my stuff. my dad, mom, bro and mei commented on e longness of e table. but i like e spaciousness. can't work wif small confined spaces.

cleaning up took a couple of hours since i'm lazin off, playing bouncing balls, eat, tok, play piano. haha. took quite some time. den when i was eatin JJ calls and ask if we wanna go her house since she wasn't workin tat dae. and mabel took sick leave. so i went over. chat for quite some time. den mabel drop me off.

pretty in a good mood todae =) guess haf a nice chat. slack enuff. eat a lot of junk food at JJ's house. sorri Qing mei. we've almost finish ur seaweeds and i've finished ur calabee! haha.

tml daddy sae gotta start takin med in e morn. cos he's busy on thurs. so. well. bless me. haha. at nite got tuition as well. hope my energy and attention is there. else i think i'll b dozin off. plus todae nv iron clothes. tot i can iron it tml. but since dad nid to take med. den prob thur? haha. ma chiam like e whole family waitin for me to iron their clothes for them. haha. so. ya. chop chop finish iron e clothes. but no matter how fast i usualli takes a couple of hours. so. ya.

kk. i'm off. my leg's still a bit pinkish. it's not gg off wif e amt of lotion i've splatter on. hmm. dotz.

kk..leave u to e pics and

ciao~