huff..

hihi!!

today ar.. was called to office to tok about e new person. gotta tag wif me from thur onwards. no more short cuts. haiz. things they say..dunno should take it at face value or look in between e lines. but reading in between e lines seems to be safer. but. haiz. i'm leaving anyway.

got a bag today!! no one help me to choose it =( darn sad. dun wan to waste time gg back to buy. 50% off. so got e bag at 70 bucks. left pendants to go..and i saw URS shoe so cute!! darn. i nid to tighten my belts. but seriously i realise e more i curb myself not to spent, e more i will spent. plus i nid to buy skin care products. a real big hole this mth. so far spent bout 190 on undergarments, 30 bucks on mango top, $50 bucks on watson, 40 bucks on a wallet, den..reacent add on is e bag which cost 70 bucks. 2 pendant budget at 500. or no cap depending if i like e design. bad. tis mth is bad. dun feel like gg oversea anymore. so tired..feel like finding a hole and jus hide in it..haiz...

wat else...a lot of social plans nowadays..been occupied almost every other day this week. huff~ tired...

hopefulli to go france this yr end..if possible..try to save up money..dunno where i should deposit my salary to..which bank acc. haiz..haf to think fast and one wrong move might nid internet banking..always forgot password so i hates it a lot =(

jap is...another thing...haiz..him is another thing..haiz..i nid to go run ba..i guess..yawn..

k la..better slp early..tml i think is a early morn for me..

nite peps..

tc..

tired!!

OMG!!

yest was totalli late..haf things on till 2 plus??or was it 1 plus den finalli dozed off ard 2plus? i realli lost track of time..anyway. so darn tired tis morn, 20 mins late for work and best, i kip stoning in front of e computer. haiz. i nid to get a job soon!! it's freaking boring rite now..i strive to continuously open my eyes and brain when i was at work. even at my stone state i still can detect mistake de k? don't look down on me..

gack..tml 12 hours shift since i took time off to go for interview today.. well..hope everythings goes well. haiz..i nid to slp.. slp everything off. he's leaving in say 8 hours time?? huff~ it's gonna b a quick one..i hope..humph..kk..i shall slp..else i'll turn moody again..

nite peps..

ciao~

hihi!!

hi peps!!

it's almost a mth sinec i've blogged!! OMG!! i'm sooo sorry!! didn't mean to neglect u guys. but hey, lots of things happen in a mth.

firstly, i gotta say, i'm gg to be unemployed soon. haiz. sad thing when i just found a job. and guess wat. actualli my last day was tis wed, but for some reason, i'm still working with the company. they can't find someone to replace me, so i gotta stick ard till they found a person or i found a job. so now was trying my very best to get a job. it's tough to get into gov job. they nid a second upper. wat's tat man?? my uni doesn't categorised ppl like tat. beside, sg put a lot of focus on merit i should say. so much pressure on kids these days. tsk tsk. it's always good to go oversea to study i guess, pressure is not tat high, but u nid independence and thye gif u a wide berth to write ur own essay. of cos, don't get off track. lol. miss e old days in sch. nice weather, nice school, nice laksa!! hahaha..

anyway, hmm. i sent like tens of resume to gov sector but always kana reject. as expected. trying not to gif up. esp when some ppl are quick to pour cold water all over me. haiz. getting sadder i guess, lost e motivation i had when i graduate. recently saw e strikes at China. make me feel like gg back to sch and take up industrial relations again. so cool to look at ppl negotiating and e strikes. haha.

secondly, i've turned more forgetful. left my phone once at mac, once in the toilet, twice at home. left my wallent at home twice as well. oh..and i got back my phone. so no worries. hahaha.

well. major thing now is to get my blood pumping to find a new job. i noe it's kinda rare to get my blood pumping. so i'm trying to ride wif e wave here. huff.

i nid to sp. tml working. sobsob~

nite peps,

wish me luck!!