long time no c even tou i last blog on wed.

pretty much leads a boring life. but on fri? mabel, sis and i went to e gym!! not tat i sae, but e gym instructor is kinda handsome and friendly!! but he mus b thinking "oh, it mus b e first time these 3 potatos are here" since we got no idea how to use all e equipments. surprisingly, sis and mabel met one of their high sch frens, and even tou i dun't rem her, at least we manage to tok, since i oso noe my sis batch of peps, not a lot, but at least still can muddle tru e names and stuff..and guess wat we did?? we turn e gym into chattin area!! we sat there, each takin a dumb bell, and took up a corner of e gym and we started tokin.. guess we are unconsiderate =P

wat's more is tat we stuck at e gym for 2 hours, so each hour was $1.25. den after tat went mac to eat, and again, surprise surprise!! we saw hao yi and family =)

hmm, wat else on fri after gym, get home rest a while den got teacher's meeting, on sat meeting wif uncle benson, den on sun we haf to go to e temple, den on mon we went there again, so practicalli been seeing them almost everydae!! shocking neh~ 4 daes in a row!!!

oh~ next week x'mas le!! everyone prepare ur christmas carol liao?? i heard e kids at e child care centre opp my house singing tis morning, realli enthu and i realli got e xmas feel!! aww~ when will i get a white xmas?? but tis yr xmas should b good!! waiting for JJ to come back for a post xmas cum new yr celebration!! yup yup, things are rosy and shouldn't b a prob, onli prob was probably lookin for a job, and probably my hair dropping at a rapid rate tat makes my heart stop beating, but i try not to worry tat much (i'll consult SS if i realli get bald..lol..), since its a season of fun and happiness!! =)

kk...i'm off~ finalli settle ceb e stuff le!! yippee!! muacks~

ciaociao~

hihi!!!

u noe, my mom is full of surprises. she was asking about e guy frens tat's in my life previously. den she was asking how ah pui was doing, so i told her should b ok la..didn't realli contact. den she ask how's e "army ge" doing. i was shock..seriously, i tot she's asking bout andy, but ended up, she's askin bout raymond. i was like "huh?!? how u rem him xia, y rem him as army ge??" den my sis pointed out tat during one of my bdae he wore army attire come. but den again, ppl haf gf liao and nv kip in contact liao, so let's not tok bout him. lol. but my mom's memory is realli stunning.

hmm,yest ba, went out wif mabel and sis to do csf stuff, come back my whole leg was almost to breaking point, haf to sleep wif my feet lifted up.zzz...

tis morn went to qing long gu miao to bai bai. quite pissed when i got woke up by sis, but i was thinkin, its end of yr liao, mus go and sae thanks to e gods for kiping me saev e whole yr rite? so i went. read my fortune for next yr, wasn't tat bad. from DTG, he saes my luck was gg to b good next yr, so we shall cross our fingers and hope for e best.

hmm. let's c..can't rem wat else to sae, but my hair was dropping so much tat they are visible to my eyes!!! omg. totalli bad news.

anyway, feel like leavin sg for a while. wanna go travel ard to get rid of e thunderous clouds forming ard me. was surfing japan tourism website e dae b4, and i quickly shut it off as it was jus killing me off softly since in e first place i'm not gg to travel anywhere. so its like can c but cannot go, so realli killing me. wif e gloom ard me, it jus triple my sorrow.

humph, good thing there's csf meetings to kip me occupied wif, else i'm realli on e verge of craziness. i nid to do some exercise. thinking of joining tennis. however however, wif ss doin stuff, dun't think i can go vigorious exercise. but was realli thinking, seriously thinkin of joinin tennis. gack, i'm so craze bout it. but my stamina sucks big time.

anyway, gg off, a bit long winded, a bit naggy, complain a bit too much..lol..

kk, ciao~

OMG!!

my hair kips dropping, intensively i should sae, its even worse den when i was over in aust. i suspect tat if this con't, within a yr i'll b bald, but hopefulli it doesn't come true ya. haiz. wat's e cure? eat more apple??

started to play harvest moon yest, kinda fun, but e movement and e timing was so off tat if in person, i'll probably do much faster den e game itself, but den again, pretty much took up my time. lol..

tis evening, went to hougang plaza de kopitiam to makan wif e whole family. long time nv go out makan le, heng nv went out todae. hmm, other den tat, still jobless, but watever. shall c how.

kk, off to bed. nite

weird post

feels nostalgic thinkin and remembering. well, i went past e area again yest, surprisingly, i can still remember e incident. good memories, something i missed greatly. sad tat we nv get chance to built on it till its too late. but i guess, by letting go, each of us embark on a route tat will/might nv cross again, and all i gotta sae to those i've let down, or gave up once yrs ago was "all e best".

each of us sae our farewells differently. there was once, it was onli after e incident, when i think tru it and putting each of e missing parts together tat i realised, tat i realised, it actualli symbolised a farewell - to me at least. my way of farewell?? usualli was silent, just silently walking away..

alrite, let's shake off e moody feel, so enuff of all those stuff!! currently i'm vexed bout findin a job. i shouldn't doubt them and i shall not doubt them. i'll always belief in wat i belief and stand by it. there will b a job tat's will accept me on mutual terms so STOP PUSHIN!!! i dun't think i'll settle for anything less den wat i wan to find. it'll take time, but as i said, i'll stick by it..

hmm, xmas comin~ so wat i wish tis yr, was basicalli get my dream job, get a canon SLR, hmm, learn my jap well, b able to travel, b able to b financially independent and relieve my dad's load, oh ya, a watch and hmm, go back to aussie?? lol...

kk.. i'm off ciao~

its drivin me crazy, realli nid to find a job now. boredom finalli catch up on me.

chatty todae...more like preaching~

hihi!!

todae on hallmark channel, there's this Oprah maraton show. anyway, i've visited her webby and discover tat it was a rather good and informative website. it is kinda similiar to ivillage.com, where they also offers range of informations. you could check out e site if u wan.

other den tat, well, i've gone to canon website to check out cameras!!! well, to b honest, i nv realise tat SLR has all sorts of lens, omg!! but thankfully, e website has a online workshop, or rather, something like a crash course for ppl learning photography and such. i seriously thinks tat SLR is a camera used by rich person. but for ppl like me, i should sae tat photography to me is an interest, so i realli don't mind buying all those lens and stuff. and if i realli had e time sae in few yrs time when i got sack or stuff, i might go pick up photography lessons. LOL. its realli important to catch e correct angle as we don't haf all dae there to get a beri good pic, so i guess, experience and lessons are wat count. realli feel like taking a long break and travel e world wif SLR, taking fabulous pics. i was telling my sis todae tat mayb perhapes in e future, i'll become a part-time photographer. =)

as i've sae, to go all over e world wif my SLR is onli achievable after i got some bucks on hand. and of course some time on hand for photography lesson. my regret was tat when i was in aussie, i should go find some photography classes. cos over there, e scenaries are excellent and abundant. anywhere, anytime is a good place to take pic. for example, in e city, there might b a victorian building built rite next to e new, modern concret building. real nice to c it. but to realli go on these kind of photography trip, i guess, its a sole flight, cos it takes way too much time for usual ppl to wait for u to get a pic u are satisfied wif. LOL.

when i was in aussie, i went to La Perouse wif Kai. there are times when i was on my belly trying to get a shot since we haf no one else to take for us, but pics are usually nice. another time was when my mum went over and we visited e Opera House (can u imagine, it's one of e eight wonder in e world). anyway, we were there for almost an hour plus? taking pics until we are satisfied, but during tat time, i was mostly flat/crouching on e steps or in any weird positions trying to get a pic i'm satisfied wif. but my sis and mom was quite malu about it, cos ppl was staring at me as if i was an alien from mars. but but, i should sae, e pics are nice =) so i'm pretty satisfied.. LOL.. seriously, if u were on a tour, who would gif u tat much time in taking pics? usualli it was like 10, 15 mins and u gotta return to e bus.

todae, wif e crash course from cannon, i realised different type of lens produce different type of pictures (pls correct me if i'm wrong). so, i guess, there's a real nid to understand wat each different lens offer you and importantly, the landscape tat u are gg to capture. seems a bit chim rite now, mayb should realli go to photography lesson. =) anyway, i'm sensing an interest in photography here. sorry bout e long-windedness. LOL

well, tml is my jap lesson 2!!! well, hopefulli in a yr time or so i could b fluent in it. hmm, i think ar, previously in poly, i've took 1 1/2 yrs of jap, but at tat time i wasn't taking it for myself, jus taking it cos my mom sae to take it. but now, its something i wanna do for myself, therefore i guess, e motivation is there, jus hope i dun loss tat interest. =)

hmm, in terms of working, i guess i'm real focus about e kind of job i wan, not sure if i could realli find it, its kinda tough to find a job tat feed my passion. LOL but HR was an interesting subject e more i studied it. beginning in poly, i used to hate HR subjects. but in uni, i found it real interesting, there's so much unknown, its like a maze, every turn you'll discover something new and every steps u take, you'll jus learn more things. plus i think, in e final yr, i was taking international HRM, it realli sparks my interest in getting to know human behaviours and how it affects HR policies. HR policies are not jus rules and regulations, they reflects the changes in society, environment and the way we adjust to those changes. which is y, i realli admire and seriously idolised my IHRM teacher Bill Morrissey for givin me a wonderful and educational lesson.

of cos, not onli bill, but also other HRM teachers tat taught me. however, i prefer those who leave good comments and gif me high marks more. lol..kiddin, i take comments and grading rather seriously. i like to know my weakness and strength, so mayb i should go ard asking ppl, but i think, most importantly, even if you were told about ur strength/weakness, you mus b true to urself and don't lie about bout it, in another word, don't ran from reality. plus, if u nv face reality, you'll nv learnt from ur own mistakes. rite? ok, in short, tat was call self-reflection yeah?

over e yrs, i've changed. personal thinking tat is. not sure anyone feel e change, but mayb close relatives can feel it? anyway, gg abroad expand my horizon. tons. so, wat i nid now was an opportunities to learn. suddenly feel like a dry sponge eager to b soak wif water. e kind of anticipation, passion and anxiety to get a job of my dream is real hard, but i'll do wat it takes me to get there!! i hope i'll nv forget e passion in 2 yrs time when work starts to stress me out. i always thinks tat if u haf a goal in life, you'll nv lost direction, even if e goal changes, it doesn't affects ur focus. (i always spell e goal wrongly "gaol" in my report, got tick off by my teacher.) LOL). In addition, i feels tat even if u lost e gaol in life, so long as u get back onto your feet, find back ur focus, ur're movin on. =)

okok..enuff of preaching?? sorri was realli lengthy todae...i just got myself started on SLR, photography, HRM practices, my passion and tada~ it was beri long. lol..well, guess todae was on preaching mood..lol...but still, i hope after readin tis, u get to know me a bit better? rather den someone who talks about how she spent her dae at home lazing around. LOL..

kk..i'm off~ ciao