weird post

feels nostalgic thinkin and remembering. well, i went past e area again yest, surprisingly, i can still remember e incident. good memories, something i missed greatly. sad tat we nv get chance to built on it till its too late. but i guess, by letting go, each of us embark on a route tat will/might nv cross again, and all i gotta sae to those i've let down, or gave up once yrs ago was "all e best".

each of us sae our farewells differently. there was once, it was onli after e incident, when i think tru it and putting each of e missing parts together tat i realised, tat i realised, it actualli symbolised a farewell - to me at least. my way of farewell?? usualli was silent, just silently walking away..

alrite, let's shake off e moody feel, so enuff of all those stuff!! currently i'm vexed bout findin a job. i shouldn't doubt them and i shall not doubt them. i'll always belief in wat i belief and stand by it. there will b a job tat's will accept me on mutual terms so STOP PUSHIN!!! i dun't think i'll settle for anything less den wat i wan to find. it'll take time, but as i said, i'll stick by it..

hmm, xmas comin~ so wat i wish tis yr, was basicalli get my dream job, get a canon SLR, hmm, learn my jap well, b able to travel, b able to b financially independent and relieve my dad's load, oh ya, a watch and hmm, go back to aussie?? lol...

kk.. i'm off ciao~