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Thursday, September 18, 2008

grieving..

losing someone is always hard..but we've spent quality time with her..so there is no regrets...tons of pictures were taken for memories..but no matter how..she'll still b in our heart forever.. love ya gran~

Sunday, September 14, 2008

heartbreaking~

yo...

well..been busy nowadeas travelling to and fro from e hosp...realli heartbreaking thing was that my gran is still in e hosp and worse...she was on drip till both her arms were swollen and now they fixed e drip onto her leg..haiz...she was on blood transfusion todae due to internal bleeding...which was i think a constant flow...tat came out from e anus...really gave me a fright when i saw huge amount of blood comin out from her....jus few daes ago..she's been coughin out blood...den after several hours..it actualli stopped...but todae morn it started bleedin from below...realli heartbreakin if u actualli think about it...my gran was jus admitted into e hosp for tummy pain...den subsequently..e docs gave her a new med which resulted in fever, delusion, non-stop talkin about past and all her arms were swollen..and they gif stupid reasons like she got urine infection..den after tat sae it was due to e injection..den ask everything they oso dunno..freakin pissed...after that...she regained conscious but started coughin out blood...haiz...wat had e hosp done to my cute gran?? =( anyway...gg down to e hosp ard 6am in e morn...take over my mom..who is at hosp...anyway...nowadaes we haf to take turns lookin after gran cos if she c no one there she'll get frighten..haiz...

den had tuition jus now..guess e kids are now freakin stressed up bout their work...of course...i'll do my best and teach them..so hopefulli their exams will go smoothly..

hmm...on e down note..well...as i mentioned..i've been takin drivin yeh~ so i guess my progress is pretty much good...so..hopefulli by end of this yr or early next yr i'll get my license?? lol...jus hopefulli...anyway...i nid to look for jobs as well..wif gran in tis condition...i guess...i'll pretty much nid to adjust my priorites at e moment...which is family (which oso include relatives), religion, career and frens..so...ya...at e moment...although findin a job is important..but..still...ya~

anyway...sorri to peps who haf been askin me out...i'll try to make some time if possible to meet up...but otherwise...jus bear wif me for a while ya =)

nite guys...pretty much in nid of sleep and some medication...suxs...

ciao~

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

emo~

yo~

hmm...went to c my gran todae....she was in a real bad condition..her arms and face were swollen...den she got tied to e bed yest..and got bruises ard her elbow area...she seems to b tokin about e past without stopping and gettin a sore throat...den...she got fever...e first time i saw her after so many daes...i was so shocked...its like.."what happen??" she was onli havin tummy pain when she get into e hosp..and now..she's on e bed...feelin worse den ever...i was angry wif e docs...since they can't gif us a direct answer about y her arms and face were swollen...almost cry when i sae her...time is gettin shorter..so i guess...its realli important to stay by her side for now...gotta gear up a bit for my emo...gettin more and more emotional nowadaes...haiz...

anyway...todae had my drivin...haiz....

hopefulli gran recover soon..den can get out of hosp....

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

drivin...

hiya~

todae got drivin lesson...a bit hook up wif drivin now..lol..so exciting...but at e same time..a bit frighten..but nevertheless...i'm lookin forward for all my drivin lesson...kinda busy nowadaes...seriously dunno wat happen...but ya...was pretty busy...now tat i looked at my timetable for e mth...other den mon, tue, thur and fri free...basicalli all my other daes are occupied..and worse thing...i haben even start workin..zzz...plus bank is gg to hit zero soon...been dumpin huge amt of money into drivin..haiz...thanks god for my parents..else i'm bankrupted...lol..

anyway...gg off...lol...ciao~