tired..

morn peps..

it's like 12 am rite now. pretty tired. jus finish bathing, gg to wait for another 30 mins before i headed off to bed. was pretty tired todae. went for lesson tis morn. it was rainign heavily and was a good time to slp in. unfortunately, i got tuition to go for. haiz. pretty sad. dragged myself out of e bed jus in case i realli slp in den i'm gonna b late. actualli i dreamt tat i was late for a couple of hours. when i woke up it's like afternoon 3 plus. totalli missed e timing by hours. anyway, i headed down for breakfast. waited for e rain to ease and took a lrt over. pretty near i should sae, it's jus across e block and i've reached. convinient. but i always walk. todae is exception cos it's raining.

so after e tuition, i went home. mama's gg to e temple but her t-shirt was not ironed. so ended up helping her iron it and at e same time jus iron some of e other clothes. hmm. saw a huge pile far away on e bed. so i gave up ironing. hahaha. rested a while b4 heading over to temple for tuition.

currently feels a sore throat coming. scolded a kid todae for copying compo. ok. she sae she asked her fren to modify e compo, put it better, but totalli e whole compo wasn't even hers. so asked her to do one more compo for me. haiz. went tru another kid's compo. totalli singlish, totalli direct translate from chinese compo. anyway. i guess it's time for me to toughen things up or get out. their psle was onli weeks away and there's no time to loss.

tired! actualli wanted to come up early todae to relax. but everyone went upstair after dinner. except mei mei who was watchin show. but she left ard 930. dad den switched to animal planet, interesting documentary, so i stayed but soon daddy started complaining bout how mom do things at home blah blah. i told him it's tought for mom and blah blah. i guess he tuned off cos after a while he didn't comment on e household stuff. at 10 i wanted to go up, but he turned to e news and started commenting bout e news and i think he started tokin bout e preperation work on wed and thur and for e temple. so in e end, i'm still stuck till e end of e news.

well, if u thinks tat i've make a breakaway after e news, u're terriblily wrong. he told me tat e next program was a beri nice dicumentary bout e temples ard bangkok or e erm, mekong basin?(i can't rem, i've googled it.) hahaha. forgot. but i ended up watchin wif him. cos i can sense tat he wans someone to watch e show wif. so. ya.

hmm.tat's y i shower so late. pretty tired. planned to concuss early todae. but i guess, not tat early huh.

gotta rest my throat and eat less junkies. haiz. tired. hahaha. i tried to drink more water after eating e junkies. hmm. doesn't realli helps eh. haha. well. guess i tok too loud todae at temple. haha. zzz.

tired. i'm headin off soon. nite.

back's aching. darn.

ciao~

sacrifices..

hihi..

haiz..when faced wif two decision, it's hard to tell whether it's e correct decision. no matter which decision we make, there's always sacrifies. however harsh e decision, all u could pray was, it's e correct decision.

hmm. todae thur, off dae, but ma chium like slave. in e morn drive my mom to market. den to kovan, den later gg out wif daddy and mommy to temple, den to bank, den to ntuc. haiz. in between got free time mus fold incense paper. haiz. so sian.

todae drivin. a lot of problems. firstly, drive out almost hit my neighbour's car cos turned to close to it. on e way to lor ah soo, wide turn at bends, sudden braking at traffic light. drove too close to e curb. parking, went too close to e side den haf to do adjustment. haiz. too rusty liao. at least my parking wasn't as tough as i tot it'll b...

tired. tis mth no sticky stuff..yawn. if i'm not wrong from tis week on should b quite busy liao..zzz..

k la. nth much to sae. can't rem wat i wan to type. oh. iwas thinkin of joinin e policeforce. those admin ppl la. shall browse ard and c. it's pretty cool tryin all sorts of job since now i can't find any work. haha.

kk. head off. nid to fold incense paper.

ciao~

spoilt brat!

hihi!!

well. tru e daes of being sick. i realised. i'm a spoilt brat!! of cos. hopefulli onli when i'm sick. threw tantrums. refuse to eat e lotus porridge. but ate fish porridge. haiz. was told to go to bed by mama. so went to slp. was told by someone i'm like a baby =( ,was told by another tat i'm a cinderalla. since i washed my toilet jus now. seriously bth. got foot prints all over e place. so washed e toilet.

yawn. tired. craving for ramen and lala. ultimate to kill me combi. been cravin for fish porridge todae. even tou mama cooked fish porridge. but it's not e one i want. =( not e type i wan. haiz. gack. tries not to throw anymore tantrums. hungry hungry!! guess my appetite is retuning. but i still can't consume too much food for now.

k la. go r&r. watch pokemon. hahaha. oops. i nid to study for my test. haiz. got dizzy starin at e com. zzz.

kk. i'm off~ ciao!

miss u lots...

fever?

yo!

yest went to tpy to teach e kid. but ended up takin my pay and go off. good oso, tat whole damn family comin down wif H!N! de feel. ask me go. hai me kana fever todae. den yest ss took bp. was super damn low. 99. damn. was put on special diet of ss. he wanna c me fat and round after one mths. damn. i think from yest i started feelin bad liao. i seriously think it's not my fault tat i kana suck low blood pressure. seriously think i was gg to fall ill if i haf tat kind of result. and tada~ todae got fever. 37.8? ya. wasn't tat high rite? i can't rem e usual person body temp is like wat.

anyway, todae went for tuition, while walkin feel a bit floaty and stuff. a bit giddy, difficult to focus as well. feels like i'm gonna vomit like tat. haiz. after tuition called daddy for help. den at nite ate e lotus seed power wif porridge. den after tat had a cup of chinese med. brewed. gack. taste bad. but i managed. haiz. i guess been neglecting to eat these few daes due to e tpy stuff and stuff. haiz. damn. was still jokin wif JJ tat i've lost 4 daes of blood so my bp should b e lowest. and damn it!! it happened. jus once u noe. dropped below hundred, e other time was e first time. so tis is onli e second time. so kana put on special menu i should sae =(

haiz. since yest i noe i'll b sick. but prayin hard not to. given myself bout 24 hours to recover. wed got tuition. thue, fri too. fri got jap test. lagi worse. tml mus go brin maid. so there's no way i could collapse. guess mus ren a bit la. ren till everything is over den fall sick. probably not much time to fall sick. cos everydae haf tuition. jus pray hard to recover within 24 hours. haiz.

sad. pretty sad. dun like being sick. makes me weak. i hate to feel weak. =(

probably i'll jus rest earlier tonite. cmi. e giddiness is gettin into me. todae wore my U2 pants i bought druing poly time. damn loose. haiz. nid to gain some weight pal. buck up!! but totalli no appetite and stuff. haiz. dun faint in e middle of e road i'll b so happi liao. kiddin. jus hope it doesn't degrates till tat bad.

huff~ 24 hours to recover!!

gambatte!!

ciao peps~

maxed out?

hihi!!



well, pretty tired nowadaes. almost haf little time for my own. had an upsetting time on thur teaching tpy eldest daughter. was told to do her sch paper for her and let her copy e ans in. i guess i might return e money for tat lesson. don't feel good taking money from ppl i nv teach. had prob wif e mom. she seems to jus wan me to gif e ans to her kids. jus make sure they finish their homework and tat's it. she's pretty unwilling to discuss e lessons. since per week was supposed to b 3 times, but they always cancel or postpone to another dae tat it seems to b onli twice per week. wanna discuss e details wif e mom. she's pretty unwilling. i guess tat dae my temper wasn't good as well. esp when i was doin stuff against my own rule. which is to do e homework for e kid. anyway. completed her math paper section b and c within 15 to 20 min den went off. got another kid after tat. don't wan to b late. e mom sae until like she's blaming me for doin e homework so slowly for e kid. wth. so might drop off e whole family.



well. tml got 2 kids plus csf extra tuition and tuition. another full dae ahead. onli time to rest was sat morn den noon haf e tpy bro. zzz. i'll ask ceb wat should i do. hopefulli haf a solution from him.



jap's tough. zzz. next week mid term test. haiz. dunno wan take jlpt 3 not. 45 bucks. exam on 6th dec. else mus wait till next yr end to take it. so. thinking.



kk. i'm off.



ciao peps.

laggy~

hi peps!!

i've been laggin behind for updates. i noe. it's a real hectic week for me. esp fri and e weekends. endless parties and drinking wif my pals. hahaha. tat's actualli in my dreams. in fact, reality is a disappointment. got dates wif my kids from fri all e way to sun. hmm, probably it's more like everydae haf a date wif my kids, jus how many kids dating me on tat dae, e onli dae free was tue. so tue peps~ is e dae i'm free to b dated out. hahaha!!

hmm. things are gettin on track now. jus a bit more and i could start lookin for a proper job. pretty tired teaching all those kids, esp when most of e lessons are during e nite, which puts a crimp in my social lifestyle. sad.

so pardon me if i can't go out wif any of u guys ya..i'm onli free in e afternoon. *wink*

haha. well, pretty much nth happens except tuition, tuition and more tuition. at least i'm filling up my time. probably should go for some other enrichment classes. i always wanted to go for some art classes. tempted. plus there's tennis lesson at tao payoh community centre if i'm not wrong. pretty convenient to go to tao payoh via circle line. took me 35 min from sengkang down to tpy. wat's more, it's almost e time to take to harbor front rite? can't rem. i'm seriously lacking of social life. lol. e onli time i go douby ghout was to change to e red line for my jap lesson.

tokin bout my jap lesson, i should realli thank my fren for lettin me hitch a ride wif her and her husband. well. i got a weird feeling. even tou i've frens tat are married. but i'm not close to them at all. and those i'm close wif and are married are all those aunty level wif kids tat's pretty old. so i should sae she's e first married lady i saw. she's pretty young. seems to b like 25-26. but i seriously can't imagine her pregnant. sorry but, it's a pretty young age. none of my close frens are married and pregnant at tis age. haha. now sayin tat age realli puts me to shame. it's like 2 to 3 yrs for me to reach tat age and i'm pretty much accomplished nth in life. well. probably i've a rough idea wat i wan to do, but i still can't get e job i wanted. but i still believes tat they will find a good job for me. anyway. feel like doin some voluntary work. but got no idea where to start from. temple excluded. muaahha!!

well, i'm havin a slight cough. still can control e cough. but i've blocked nose for a couple of daes liao. prob aircon is too cold? hahaha. anyway. hopefulli i don't fall ill. got a feel of cramp comin. i ate chengdo (ice kachang's brother) e other dae rite after i ate vicks sweet. e impact of coldness is doubled! hahaha. oops. haha. but i'm hoping tat i'll haf a smooth period. now i'm tokin as if i'm tryin to gif birth. but still. hopefulli there's no pain. else i'm pretty much tough to go for tuition.

well, 7th mth comin. haben check e dates but it's pretty near. aren't suposed to eat sticky food durin tat mth. so tryin to post post-it all over my room, table, notebook, handphones to remind myself. haha. i'm totalli hopeless in e memory section.

well. i'm pretty in a mood to do up a butterfly photoframe. yest outlined e wings of butterfly. but i guess i got e scale of e wings wrongly. haiz. well, hopefulli it turns out good. i'm proud to sae tat every photo frame i've done turned out good. every single one. *wink* except probably e structural haf a bit of prob but designs are always in tip top condition. *i lied* hahaha. well, actualli it wasn't in tip top condition. onli some of e designs i'll b damn careful bout it. but watever, i'll post up my frame once it's completed. well, don't expect it to b soon. *wink*

oh. jus now tokin bout cramps. my toes almost cramped yest nite. good thing i've stop it in time. muahahaha!!

oh!! i was searchin for maid agency, and came across tis forum, i think they haf pretty good feedbacks on some of e agencies in singapore and i hope tat e government pay more attention to e vunerability of employers rather than FDW, and also e credibility of these agencies. probably i should read up e law on employment law and work permits for foreign workers. gotta pore tru all those little words so to find e loop holes in between e contracts and agencies. plus u gotta look tru e maid contract or e agency contract. e law is bindin~ hahaha. oops.

kk. i'll prob go off. go hang ard and slack. tml can slp late but probably nids to wake up early to iron clothes? tuition starts 430 -930. how cool was tat. in between an hour break to travel and makan. 1 word. tight! muaaha. stupid me forgot to schedule for dinner period on fri. totalli gone. from 9-11, go home den all e way from 230-9.3o, including jap lesson wif an hour or less to travel ard. gack. 1 word. stupid!! hahaha.

kk..i'm off to slack.

ciao~