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hihi!!



it's been a long time yeah..i know. feeling very unwell today.abdominal pain plus nauseous. haiz. think i ate e bao and drank the green tea just now. e bao are cold and e green tea aren't tat hot. haiz. probably due to that it congested my intestine. feeling pretty bad if i move. can't strain myself. else i'm so gone.



haiz. got a tuition today. ends at 915. but the parent decided to count it as 9. 15 min wor. 5 bucks. haiz. sad. been telling myself it's ok. it's ok. cos it's a real nice thing not to b so calculative. but it's $5 wor. at work onli 2 bucks per 15 min. haiz.look forward to tai tai life. haha. kidding.



anyway. work sux. chopsticks are making things tough for me. e boss aren't helping as well. he always got e irritated face on him. esp today. a lady was told to come down to fill up a form. and no one told her wat was the form and i asked e boss. he gave me a pissed off face. i aga aga know what form she's missing of. but whatever. in any case if e lady have to come back again, well. it's his fault. haiz.



realli sux at office politics. am i e only one facing problems? cos 3 mths out and i'm pretty bad at it. always kana bully and stuff. so wat's gonna be my next career path. don't think biz is a suitable career for me. but haiz. i guess currently tis is e only way till there are other choices ba..



have not done my jap homework. one whole stack sitting there waiting for me to do. my kid's mom decided to increase tuition frequency to twice a week after Dec. haiz. more money means more work to do, less time for myself. haiz. miss e good old days when i got a lot of personal time. mauahaha.



anyway. can't laugh right now with the naggin pain. tired as well. my eyes are closing and i can't think well. work is horrible. haiz. life's in a small turbulence. but no matter wat. i hope to regain my equilibrium soon. work's gonna over soon.



gambatte ne.



i'm off. still debating to do jap or to sleep. opting for sleep since i'm feeling quite bad now.



kk. ciao den.

max out.

hi peps!!

using my last bit of strength to type tis blog. so sleepy. been a long week. colleagues have been leaving one after the next. haiz. when is it gonna b my turn?? real tired.

gave tuition just now. saw my previous kid, but walked past him. zzz. haiz. don't have so many strenght to tok. spent all my energy on thinking and e kids. didn't ran for a long time now. time to add oil and start running. probably will run after my sleep?? haha. else i'll haf to run 4 times next week. like almost every other day. gack. not a very good sign.

hmm. other then that, nth much. jus strained my back while moving tables and chairs the other day. was recovering slowly. had company TGIF yest at one of e hotel at east coast there? can't rem e name. anyway. wasn't a bad one. but, totalli out of place. don't have to mood to study yest. can't even think. my brain jus kip going snooze. haha.

kk. nth much happening rite now. jus hope to get out of the job asap. time to stand up for myself?? guess tat's one thing i'm pretty moody about. time to fight back. need time to think and energy to fight.

therefore, SLEEP TIME!! yes!!

been so tired. totalli lack of sleep.

nite peps.