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hihi!!



it's been a long time yeah..i know. feeling very unwell today.abdominal pain plus nauseous. haiz. think i ate e bao and drank the green tea just now. e bao are cold and e green tea aren't tat hot. haiz. probably due to that it congested my intestine. feeling pretty bad if i move. can't strain myself. else i'm so gone.



haiz. got a tuition today. ends at 915. but the parent decided to count it as 9. 15 min wor. 5 bucks. haiz. sad. been telling myself it's ok. it's ok. cos it's a real nice thing not to b so calculative. but it's $5 wor. at work onli 2 bucks per 15 min. haiz.look forward to tai tai life. haha. kidding.



anyway. work sux. chopsticks are making things tough for me. e boss aren't helping as well. he always got e irritated face on him. esp today. a lady was told to come down to fill up a form. and no one told her wat was the form and i asked e boss. he gave me a pissed off face. i aga aga know what form she's missing of. but whatever. in any case if e lady have to come back again, well. it's his fault. haiz.



realli sux at office politics. am i e only one facing problems? cos 3 mths out and i'm pretty bad at it. always kana bully and stuff. so wat's gonna be my next career path. don't think biz is a suitable career for me. but haiz. i guess currently tis is e only way till there are other choices ba..



have not done my jap homework. one whole stack sitting there waiting for me to do. my kid's mom decided to increase tuition frequency to twice a week after Dec. haiz. more money means more work to do, less time for myself. haiz. miss e good old days when i got a lot of personal time. mauahaha.



anyway. can't laugh right now with the naggin pain. tired as well. my eyes are closing and i can't think well. work is horrible. haiz. life's in a small turbulence. but no matter wat. i hope to regain my equilibrium soon. work's gonna over soon.



gambatte ne.



i'm off. still debating to do jap or to sleep. opting for sleep since i'm feeling quite bad now.



kk. ciao den.