zonkin out..

hihi!!

pretty tired...guess we resume back to normal..lol..well..haiz...funny pair..

todae went for one of e temple dinner and i realised 4 yue chu 8 (lunar mth) is reachin!! omg!! i can't remember wor..if it hits sat and sun durin tuition time den, hmm..mayb we nid to push back e tuition classes?? omg..hmm..mayb not tat soon ba..since no movement from my mom side to start buyin veggie stuff..

well..pretty rushed late afternoon todae..i got about 2 hour plus to complete e photo frame and adding on to it, my uncle 6 is comin over to get his stuff. so pretty much rushin to finish e photo frame. well. hopefulli i still maintain e standard even tou it was a bit rushin..

hmm..e dinner progress pretty slow and i'm still hungry!! roar!!

hmm..best go to sleep and drink plenty of water..oh! tokin bout water. i was told not to drink too much tea! cos it's bad for ppl wif low blood pressure.. okie?

hmm..i'm off..

ciao..

nite..

switchin down a gear..

you noe how it feels like a week seems to b like more den a year?? but things jus happen so fast tat for a slow potato like me is unable to handle it..mayb i nid some time, nid some space to try to get used to e things tat's gg ard me.. i'm used to taking things slow and easy so, tryin to rush me is not realli a good things to do, which is y i'm quite glad tat things are slowing down, but was worried tat things got too tough for you.. mayb i jus nid time to get things to work..guess u are disappointed..but..i dunno..jus wat makes u treat me so well? i dun understand... i seriously hope i dun do things tat'll hurt u in e process..but i think it's too late..

kk..i'm off..

nite and ciao..

last bit of strength..

hihi...

pretty much usin e last bit of my strength to type tis blog. plus there's no one ard to distract me from my blog. so i can slowly type and not lose my concentration.

well, mei mei was admitted into e hosp on tue nite.. den i guess she'll b discharged tml..hmm..well, went to watch confession of a shopaholic. i'm gifin it thumbs up!! seriously, e gal is so cute!! and e guy is so sweet. nice. good show to watch. but u noe. i think i've ran out of show to watch. others are not as attractive. hmm.

actualli my ankle was a bit uncomfi rite now. guess e way i've been standin was wrong!! darn. i'm pretty tired. not much things to do nowadaes except part time maid and well, tryin to fit stuff into my life. so it's a bit hectic??

okok..guess wat..i'm pretty hungry..mayb i should jus sleep it off. and tml i guess i nid to iron e clothes. so nite guys..

ciao..

long time no c??

hihi!!

well, i was told i didn't update for quite some time. so. wat's wif my life? hmm. sat was pretty busy. wat did i do?? sat. i got extra tuition!! ya..and i woke up ard 12 plus when tong tong sms me to sae tat todae got extra tuition. so i went over!! darn. it's not e correct dae. so ended up sittin behind tokin to mabel and smsing someone.hmm. was feelin pretty ok den. hmm..den someone came and get me and sent me home. and well, created quite a stir. hmm. haha.

durin e second time when i walk back to csf. i could feel myself gg to faint. it's jus tat i'm gettin a tummy cramp all of e sudden. and den pretty much, walked safely back to csf. but durin e whole duration, it's almost like i'll break into cold sweat now and again. so it was pretty bad. den ceb wanted to tok to us. so was standin there till i almost fainted. but managed to ren till i could grab a seat. den nvm. waited for DG, den still haf to wait for something else. all e way till 4 plus b4 we left.

hmm. while walkin home, i could feel my batt gettin from low to flat. in e end my batt failed me when i reached outside my house. haiz. sat for couples of min den decided i can't take it anymore. can't wait for my big mac. so i jus fell flat onto my face and dozed off e min my head hits e pillow. (machiam like i'm teachin my kids how to write compo).

early morn ard 10 plus my stomach started growling. gack. lol. finalli i can feel my stomach!! yeah!! so big mac here i come!! yum yum..

well at least i got better todae =)

kk..can't concentrate typin..lol..

nite =)

ciao..

hectic??

yo!!

it's pretty busy and hectic dae for me. i guess. it might b hectic? lol. anyway. todae woke up ard 8 plus AM! den nua on bed for an hour plus den decided to venture downstair to start my maid's life. lol. kiddin. anyway. went down, read newspaper den ate some bee hoon. after tat went off to iron clothes. my part time job. after ironing 2 clothes, i gotta go to ikea.

hmm. when i was at e ikea. well. a bit hungry. humph. pretty hectic dae at ikea, tryin to get my dad and mom message across one another, haf to c tat they dun anyhow walk and disappear, haf to make sure they nid some one to tok to b4 buyin e particular item. gack. busy!! den jie jie lost her way. i confirmed she was walkin behind me b4 i walk on, but apparently she still lost her way. no use =x hmm. anyway. after tat oso got a hard time decidin where to eat =(

in e end we ended up at rivervale mall for food. humph. dad was complainin e duck rice wasn't good. but i actualli tot it's good. jus tat e duck meat and stuff are quite little. hmm. den daddy ate too fast. i got pressurized and started eatin damn fast. in e end i got bit of indigestion. actualli mayb ate bit too much stuff. ate kway chap and duck rice. lol. power.

hmm. after tat went ntuc, freakin cold i sae. hmm.again haf to c wat e parents wan and blah. hmm. was pretty tired after tat trip. but. well. someone managed to drag me off to e gym!! unbeliveable. humph. lol. but it got better after some cycling and some runnin. not tat i run a lot. jus couple of min. but started drippin sweats. gack. lol. but it's pretty nice feel. after tat. well. relax!!! lol..

hmm. ohoh!! went for e departure movie yest. excellent movie. totalli fab. i started cryin like when e guy was thinkin bout e father. it's realli pretty sad u noe. and well, i con't on and off from den. lol. but after e movie, my eyes aren't as bad as when i was watchin marley. lol. seems a bit reddish, but all is good. hmm. comin back to e movie. it's realli touchin!! hmm, veri everydae life things. jus let u, u noe, appreciates life. at least we're still alive. a veri reflective movie. at least e money was well spent. woosh!!

hmm. gg to haf tuition soon. haiz. haben mark e kids stuff. haiz. sad.

tired. but wasn't as sluggish as b4. at least got a bit of backbone now. hmm. good thing i went to exercise. of cos. it's e company tat counts. i always enjoy trips to e gym wif my cuz as well. cos it's gossip time!! yup. and we'll jus turn e gym into cafe. lol.

kk. i guess i'm off. gotta transfer some pics, den transfer some photo i took todae at ikea to my com. blah blah. haiz. finalli some personal time!!

kk, nite

ciao.

life is full of surprises!!

hihi!!

well, i guess life is always full of surprises..it doesn't always goes as plan, and it doesn't follows any procedures. hmm, it could b viewed as a setback, or a challenge. like e half empty or half full of water theory. hmm. i guess i'll choose to c it as a challenge. one yr is gg to b a long one. lots of things are gg to happen and well, let's wait and c wat other surprises can life brings to us =)

hmm, again, surprises are nv ending. todae when i was bathin, on e verge of bathin, i found a bird stuck at my toilet's cabinet. got no idea how it drops in, but it's pretty scary. i wore back my clothes and get my bro. den he tried opening e cabinet and tada!! we found one bird, alive. but e other dead. it smells real bad, pungent. yucks. anyway. we asked my mom up and she cleared it away. of cos wif mei mei help. but seriously. it's kinda scary. heng thing e house got ppl, else i'm pretty sure i'm gonna wait for my daddy to come home to do it. thank god.

hmm. for dinner, sis offered to cook soup, den bro offered to settle e rice. mei mei sae she'll fry e hotdogs. and me. i got no idea how come i got stuck wif fryin veggie. certainly i did not offer for tat position. but well. it's kinda cute to c 4 kids bangin ard e kitchen. bro didn't even noe where e rice is kept. hoo. mei mei's hotdog. well. hmm. lot of shapes and sizes. lol. well, as for my veggie. haiz. after i started cookin. i realise NO OYSTER SAUCE!! god!! i can't live w/o oyster sauce. since all my veggie is wif oyster sauce. for a sec i got no idea wat to do. but i decided to use "original" taste and add some fish sauce.lol. dunno if it taste good. lol.

hmm. wat else. todae went to cut my hair. finalli feel lighter and of cos, it's gonna use less shampoo!! yeah! lol. but den. hmm. it's been 6 mth? since i last cut my hair. feel pretty good. kip tellin e hairstylist layer it more. keke. well. pretty ok wif e hair now. but well, we'll c how tml after i woke up. gack. might not b a nice sight. lol.

new hair cut!!

hmm. pretty tired. good thing tis morn rained. and i slept all e way to ard 11 plus. of cos. darn hungry by e time i wash up.lol. hmm. tml is wed? daddy got no work. hmmm.

tired!! omg. i guess i nid to sleep early todae. whole dae wif pesticide, since mom decided to arrange e garden. lol. wif her big hat and all, mei mei commented tat she looks like a farmer!!

mom's destruction!!

e farmer??

kk. i prob go off now. drained out. tired.

hiya!!

hihi!!

gack..my daddy's watchin some murder show wif bit of scariness. at least for me..kinda eerie..vampire show!! gack. humph. y was he watchin tis kind of show??

well..so far so good. hmm. things seems to b more settled. not tat much worries as b4. this afternoon took a nap. and i guess it's kinda too long? makes me a bit too tired. but durin e sleep i realised i've been tryin to pull myself out of sleep. humph. wat e hell.

there's pretty much mosquitoes ard. feel like killing them. although killed one. but i think there's others flyin ard.

nth much to blog except still can't find a job. humph. oh well. i nid to cut my hair.

kk..i'm off.

nite

it's blue..

hihi!!

guess i'm pretty tired rite now. cuzzies went off ard 3 am yest nite. hmm. guess i'm bit distracted bout my own stuff to actualli listen closely to wat they sae. i mean they've provided some good view of stuff tat i've nv think so. broaden my view. but on e other hand. i guess it's a bit too much info for me to digest. lol. but i accept their reasoning and all. becos it's my life, i guess there's times when i might doubt bout my own choice. seriously. i usualli become unsure bout my own choice esp if it affects me greatly. suddenly jus felt so tired. my eyes feels heavy and puffy? but i'm gonna head out in an hours plus time. so not much time for me to sleep. so i guess i gotta hang in there till nite time..

jus i nid to hang in there for a bit. confused but i think it'll work it out somehow. mayb i shouldn't think too much. a bit overwhelmed rite now. but i think it'll work out eventualli.hmm. i think ppl's advice i can hear. but as wat my cuz sae. e ultimate decision is still gonna make by myself. mayb i should start to b confident bout myself and my choice. gack. now den i realised i'm someone wif little confident, esp bout things i care for. guess DG's voice jus kip comin back to me, tellin me to b more confi. but. haiz. mayb i should jus take e risk and trust u. =)

don't feel like thinkin too much rite now. gg to meet my pri sch mates. so. well. wish me luck. lol.

i'm off.

ciao~

yellow submarine!!

hihi!!

u noe there's this song bout yellow submarine rite..mayb i'll get a green one?? but i'm pretty afraid of being submerge..there's so many unknowns inside e sea. gack. actualli if it's pretty i'm good wif it, but if not den prob i'll paste poster all around. too afraid to c e sharks and all. gack.

hmm. tired. bio clock jus rang ard 830. so got up like EARLY!! omg. seriously. after tat i can't fall back to sleep. gack. hmm. been thinkin bout stuff. hmm. doesn't seems rosy now. but i guess it'll b better in e future.mayb jus nid e gren submarine?? lol..

anyway. waitin for all my cuzzies now!! MAHJONG!! but apparently my sis doesn't look on. humph.

kk. i'm off.

ciao.

white dae!

hihi!!

guess wat!! e news actualli saes tml is white dae. i mean i catch anime, they did tok bout white daes. white daes are like vdaes, except tat instead of e gals sendin stuff to e guys, e guys will gif gifts for e gal. so cool aren't it.

hmm..went out drink tea. literally drink chinese tea. it's a beri good place to relac..beri quiet and stuff..it's near erm..tanjong pagar.. mei mei was complaining on facebook i disappear from house for 3 daes. but i tot was onli 2. cos 3 daes ago i was sleepin from daelight to dae break to dae end. so i guess she nv c me.. yup. i think so..i was pretty tired e other time, so i rest early like 830.lol. oh ya...went to find er yi at maxwell hawker center..she's like laughing/ smiling widely..y?? lol..

hmm..tml mahjong!! come come come!! can't wait. but i scare i'll doze off when midnite comes. pretty much a sleeping "beauty" cum cinderella..zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

kk. i'm off.

ciao~

i've passed!!!

hihi!!

i've passed my drivin!! yup..feeling good now. although i've pass, i'll wait for ppl to ferry me ok people?? lol..well, no thanks to e tester who kip telling me i haben pass and who told me when there's things happen twice, it'll happen thrice. gack. tat's my saying u noe..i always like to sae thrid is a charm. but i dun wan to take drivin e third time. sorri for those who flunk more den tiwce. but i guess, e failure e first time took an impact on me and my confidence. huge dent i should sae. lol..

well, thank u for pickin me up from ubi even tou i didn't c u. well, i'm short sighted. wat do u expect?? lol..tat's pretty good reason for not cing anyone. but there's time when it didn't work. well, can't sae i'm not alert ok. jus. stress out?? do i look tat bad?? lol.guess my radar haben develop properly where u're concern. lol.

yest went for a movie. marley and me. and guess wat!! i spend e back back part of e movie crying. omg i'm pretty emo, but it's hmm, touchin?? got no idea wat happen to my emotions, jus got darn sensative when i get back from aussie. gack. lol. well, at least i manage to scare someone wif my crying, but i should sae. get used to it!! lol...it's totalli impossible for me not to cry at movies. ok. not all movies, but still. tat's y i dun realli like to go out and watch movie, i got puffy eyes and red , running/block nose. lol. gack.

omg!! i'm so sleepi now!! i woke up like wat?? 8 10AM!! it's frigging AM ok. my dad ask me wat am i doin down so early. but when i told him i'm gg out. gack. e reaction. lol. "y are u gg out again??" lol. at least my mom jus ask me wat time i came back. apparently she heard ur car? i dunno, but she sae "ur fren drove u back?" den i was like thinkin "aren't u sleepin??" lol. ok. feeling pretty guilty since i've went out e whole dae after i've passed my drivin, hmm, i did my phone calls at bad timing which resulted in hangin of phones. gack. i'm guilty!! i admit ok. tat's y i woke up early todae.

well yest i fall asleep in a heartbeat ok. but i was thinkin cos yest i went out late and stuff. i guess i've to show face on and off and not toally disapper on them. they'll feel weird. lol..guess later i'm gg to help mama iron e clothes, den jus now brin down e clothes tat nid washing, den clear e rubbish bins. climb all e way to thrid floor. pretty tired climbin up. but i my batt wasn't realli recovered. gack.

ok. i'm hungry. yest b4 e movie nv eat!! lol. pretty hungry when watchin e movie, plus, i'm crying!! so while crying, i'm thinkin of food.lol. bout e movie. ok. it's e first time after e movie i discuss e movie. i usualli dun do tat. but anyway, e movie was nice. it shows wat ppl goes tru, but a bit optimistic. as i sae, both parties haf to b wat's tat word?? haf to b..supportive, nope..i can't think anymore!! seriously. it's too early for me to think tat much. plus i onli got a shy of 7 hours of sleep. yawning now. and i'm hungry. i'm always hungry. got no idea y. mayb should eat meat. long time no eat meat. but thinkin of meat makes me remember e hougang mall western stall. well, anyone readin tis!! pls dun eat!! it's terrible!! it's 6 bucks and it's horrible!! and!! it's 6 friggin bucks!! tat's x ok. for 2 slice of tiny meat which is harder den normal meat, taste bad as well. gack. bad experience.

haiz. i think my cough started actin up again. i tot i got it controlled.hmmm. humph. well, at least i slept yest. thank god. i don't look forward to sittin on my bed wide awake.

ok. i'm pretty sure tat's loads of crap and i'm sure no one reads it. lol..tat's y it's loads of crap. *bleah* hmm. seems to me i'm in a pretty good mood. but i don't c y i should b in a bad mood. rite??

kk. i guess i better go start ironin, else i can't make it for 1130 =p

ciao peps.

kipin my fingers crossed..

hihi!!

well i had another bad nite again. decided to sleep b4 12, in e end, i slept ard 4 plus. it's bad. i guess i kip thinkin of my driving and in e end i can't fall asleep. plus my stomach is growling. i'm hungry!! omg. but den from ard 2 plus i decided to gif up sleeping and sat on my bed again =( now my eyes feel puffy. feeling tired but i can't seems to sleep =( gack.

jus hope later drivin is gg smoothly.

everyone went out to eat mince meat noodle at my aunt shop!! leavin me and dad at home. and of cos, i think mei mei went sch. but tis is pretty early, got no mood to eat yet, but i'm realli realli hungry.

everytime after drivin i'm famished. hope u gonna feed me later. feel like gg shopping..lol.been doin mental shopping yest nite. zzz. poor me. still nid to do mental shoppin. gack.

one thing bout yest was yong qin actualli changed his duty to sat so he can come on fri. but i changed e date to sat!! yucks. my fault. he looks so sad. =( i should sms them yest. hmm. hopefulli no one go shao mu on sat, cos jas gg on sat nite so she can't make it =( in an event if they watch ghost movie. who's gonna sleep wif me??*sobsob* humph.

haiz. i'm bored.

kk. i'm off.

ps: thanks for ur blog, i jus love it, but rem to update ya~

bouncin back!

hihi!!

thanks for tolerating my nonsense and my temper and basicalli my mood these few daes. but i'm bouncin back from all those bad vibes wif tons of sleep and loads of optimism. basicalli fell onto my bed at 7pm and woke up at 8 to eat den fall rite back to sleep again after eatin, which is ard 830pm. den sleep till tis morn 830. once awake. i've felt pretty good. jus bit of cramp but all is fine. i doesn't start coughin till now. i guess previously i'm jus too tired to cough.

hmm. wat else. todae woke up, think bout my career. still no job, pretty sad, but was thinkin of takin tuition. however, i was thinkin tru e subjects. ok. math was ok except some probs i'll get stuck. i hate messy qns tat nids tons of working steps. chinese wasn't good oso, my chinese suxs big time. nid loads of improvement. eng. well. still haf some gramma and vocab prob but still can make it. hmm. my sentence structure wasn't bad as well. hmm. science wasn't tat good. so in e end. i was still thinkin should i take tuition? hmm. also. i hate to take up students den after tat cos of work i've to gif them up. not good. hmm. but who noes when i'll get a job rite.

hmm. wat else? nth much. i guess now i'm startin to get bits of backache...haiz..think i nid to lay down bits. always happens on e first dae. lol. gack. i guess i nid plenty of bed.

but todae i'm havin drivin!! hopefulli it doesn't rains tat much. tml is my test. hmm. not worried yet. not panicking yet. hmm..basicalli got not much feel. ever since i came back from aust, my feelins are pretty much hmm, takin it easy .lol.

kk.i'm off.

ciao!

ps: yest i walked past tangs. if i'm not wrong. e perfume fuel for life by diesel. beri nice fragrance. hmm..think it's limited edition =(

wear down.

hihi..

pretty wear down todae..yest nite can't sleep well. fang jie jie go home ard 12 plus. use bit of com, stay wif sis to watch some tv till 1 plus? den went upstair to sleep. unfortunely, sleep evades me..flipped on my bed for an hour plus and finalli got bit of sleep, i'm fightin off a bad dream? not dream, but unease feel. so by 3 plus i decided i can't sleep. so sat on e bed till morn ard 6 plus gg 7. and decided to try sleep again. woke up again at 11. 1 word - shag.

hmm. stuff happens and jus drag me down bits. but no matter wat. i'm responsible for wat and how i feel. so for now. i guess i'll jus drop off till i recover. no worries. i'm pretty optimistic. bounce back real quick. so. i guess i jus nid some break. it's good if i could go aboard now. but since i can't well. i nid some distraction.

haiz. jobs been tough to find as well.caas doesn't reply. mayb should take up tuitioning. i'll look into it i guess. no point sittin at home anymore. now tat e maid is off. gotta help out wf e house work, esp mom. she'll blow up if we nv help. but i pretty much like to iron clothes. lol. ok. more like i prefer to fold clothes. we shall c.

not realli feelin good now. but shouldn't b a prob yet. hopefulli it doesn't affect me till thur, after my drivin test. so if i'm gonna fall sick, do tat after thur. it'll b well appreciated. think been drinkin too much cold drinks. gack. lol.

jus now went to sleep a while. lulled to sleep by my bro's piano sound. wasn't bad. had an hour plus of sleep and woke up hungry. i guess i try to sleep in e afternoon since nite time realli leave me wif some unease feelings. mayb i'll jus wear all e fu tonite. yest wif e tanga, when i was holdin on to it wasn't tat bad. but after a while e feeling jus came back. fed up and pissed off, i switched on e light and sat on e bed. lol. hopefulli tonite will b better.

k. i'm off. plus mahjong session is moved to sat. humph. kk. go liao

ciao.

tired~

hihi!!

got no idea..but todae was pretty tired. slept late or should i sae early. did i? i can't rem wat time i sleep. but woke up at 9am!! such ungodly hour. too early. den was layin on e bed till 10 plus. den can't resist my hunger anymore and went down to eat. but by e time i was down it was 12. time to eat lunch. didn't realli eat well wif e coughin.

so. todae sent e maid back to agency. ard 2 after i bath i get e maid to bath and den ask her to pack and sent her off. (good thing my kids wasn't readin e blog, else they c all my "and") didn't realli haf much prob. den at nite relative come over.hmm. i'll tell u guys on fri!!!

oh~ went for pizza before headin home. but it was pretty bad. i was coughin too much and i feel more like vomiting den eatin. every mouth i took was bad. feel like vomiting. =(

hmm. let c. after sendin e maid off jus flop onto my bed and shut down. but didn't sleep for long cos nid to eat dinner. but dinner oso eat a bit, cos feel like vomiting. almost vomited on e table. but managed to stop myself.

actualli wanted to go c doc tml. but apparently tml i nid to do some house keeping. so. prob can't make it. mayb wed? after my drivin lesson? still got no idea which doc to go. still pondering bout it.jus cough too long and i think it got a bit worse. plus, recently haf stuff on my mind. hmm. pretty tired...

oh. jus now my coz brought her dog!! so cute!! jus love it =)

kk..i'll prob go off. ba.

ciao.

nite.

yo!

hihi!!

went out wif chai ting for lunch jus now. *grin* finalli realeased from home!! so bored coop up at home..

so surfing horoscope now at yahoo.com - astrology. (citation) lol..too much studies..

Quickie - 7th march
Life never brings you what you expect -- it usually brings more than you wanted!

Overview
Someone decides you are too full of yourself and tries to bring you down a peg. You might totally surprise them by playing along -- that's the last thing they're expecting! Take care to smile.

storm: now who will b tat evil to pull me down...i'm gonna bash him/her..but counting tat todae is tuition dae..it mus b e kids..darn...headache..

daily extended - Overview (7th march)
You've finished a long journey recently, but the view you expected to have on climbing this mountain isn't quite as impressive as you hoped it would be. Okay, on the one hand this is a big disappointment. But on the other hand, this could be seen as a nice surprise. Life never brings you what you expect -- it usually brings you more. Remember that experience is what you get when you don't get what you wanted. Keep trying -- just one more time! You are always a work in progress.

storm: gack..i hate disappointments..some more after a long journey..but i got a feel of wat kind of journey it's refering to...i'm a spoilt brat!! i wan wat i wan!! lol..kidding...but damn..i haf to face reality.. =(

Overview (8th march)
Today, the truth will become too obvious to hide, and your little secret will be a secret no longer! But the joy this revelation brings to the world around you will be much greater than any risk involved in telling people what exactly the real deal is. Let your feelings be known. Stop holding back your happiness -- there is no longer any need to keep things to yourself. Be generous in everything you do today -- tip your waiter or waitress at least twenty percent!

storm: so sad..how come it's no longer a secret?? but i guess onli ppl close to me gets to noe e secret!! lol.. "let ur feelin b known"..hmm..it's easier sae den to b done..who should i tell them (my feelings) to? e person tat will make me happi?? =( lol..i'm not trying to hold back my happiness..but i like kipin my cards close to me..safer..but in any case i nid to lay my card on e table, i wan to do it wif no regrets and i wan to b truthful to myself.. =) how cool~ i hate regrets..gack..i'm gonna eat my own words... regrets like caas.. =( tokin bout caas, tat dae i was tokin to derek den i sae accs..and i found it so weird until he corrected me..lol..

Overview (9th march)
Everyone has more than one side to their personality, so if a friend or coworker is getting on your nerves today, try to focus on the parts of their personality that you enjoy. Be tolerant of the mood they are in right now and understand that it will pass eventually! They need you to be patient with them and they know they are pushing it. But the good thing is that they are also planning a way to pay you back for all that you have had to put up with from them lately.

storm: well.. so long as they noe they are pushing it and try not to b too over wif it i'm prob fine wif it..but recently quite a number of ppl jus get on my nerves..lol...okok..i'm tryin to focus on their good!! i'll try!! lol..

Overview (10th march)
If you have been struggling with planning an event or party, it's time to cut yourself some slack. Get a team of your favorite people together to help you out and things will start to feel fun again! Other people have great ideas and a great attitude about what's on tap, and their positive vibes will help you see this endeavor in a brand new light. If you put yourself in charge of everything, you'll never have enough time to enjoy the festivities as they happen.

storm: yup..i might b planning a mahjong session on fri nite!! how cool..long time no mahjong tgt..but i dun't think i can stay up late..i usualli drop dead after it hits midnite...

Overview (11th march)
If you're bummed that your life seems to be all about work and not at all about having fun right now, you need to think about the future. Remind yourself that all of this hard work is going to pay off, eventually. When you were a kid, pedaling your bicycle up to the top of a big hill wasn't very enjoyable but you did it anyway -- because once you got to the top you could coast all the way down at breakneck speed! The effort you are exerting today might be stressful, but it will be worth it.

storm: well..todae is e eve of my drivin exam..and i haf one more lesson to go b4 e big dae arrive..haiz..y did i flunk my drivin?? haiz..well..hopefulli i can reap my efforts e followin dae and e testor gave me a pass!! pray hard..

so let's c my luck on e dae of exam...*drum rolling*

Overview (12th march)
Is today your parent's anniversary or a close friend's birthday? You'd better double check -- there is a good chance that you could be a tad confused about small details and dates right about now. Your mind is on bigger things. So set up multiple reminders for any meetings you have planned, and if you are going out on a date, make sure you have their cell phone number in case you're running late. It won't take too much effort to stay on top of things, and it will make the day fly by.

storm: well..i don't think anyone's bdae is on march rite?? rite?? i dunno..i can onli rem mine..lol..and couple of ppls..hmm..more likely seems tat i'll forget e timing of my exam..might b true u noe..cos i still got no idea wat's e exact timing.. hmm..after drivin..where should i go?? should i meet ppl??

alrite..let's no carry on..i haf tuition in an hour and it's shrinking by seconds!! gack..tong tong is gg to b late todae!! sobsob..lol..my protector gone..lol..5 kids realli gif me headache..well, i guess i nid to handle and control them todae..damn..i nid to get e things ready..all e stuff is all over my room and it's pretty messy...zzz...

well..hopefulli i'll find a job soon and stop pestering ppl...ohoh!! jus now saw xian kun at compasspoint!! wif his gf!! but well, nv chat much..like..years since i last saw him. he still tot i was in aust!! how i wish i realli am...huff~

kk.. i'm off..

ciao.

yo!!

i was watchin hallmark movie "mum at sixteen" tokin bout a gal who was pregnant at 16 and e bf is not gg to help support e baby and after much struggle e gal decided to gif up e kid for adoption. actualli, i onli catch e tail of e story..and started gettin teary eyes over it. lol. emo emo..

hmm. wat else, let's c, yest went to a company called PATHFINDER!! such kinky name. and it turns out as i expected, an insurance company. i guess e lady oso noe i wasn't keen on it. gack.

oh. i had a bad nite on wed. totalli can't sleep. dunno y. haiz. den haf interview e next dae. plus, tat dae i took train there. i was realli, hmm, quite awake on e way there. but once i reach there, e person sae take a sit and went off for a few sec, i can feel my brain switch off. dang. how cool rite.

k la. nth much nowdaes. borin life. haben mark e kids stuff!! argh..it's killin me u noe. to mark their stuff. gack. haiz.

hopefulli i'll stop bashin myself up for e misstep in caas interview. everydae, every nite, every hour, it jus weights down on my mind. my regrets. wanna get over it. but. every time i woke up, e fact tat i messed up e interview jus flash pass my mind. darn. haiz.

k.. i'm off.ciao.

i'm back!!

guess wat?? something good came out of something bad. ok. not bad. there's nth bad todae except my interview went wrong. anyway, let's not dwell on it.

todae todae!! my mom and xiao jiu was on channel 8 - 3 dish 1 soup!! how cool was tat, before them was my uncle 5!! lol..nice. real nice.

gack. my dad ask me y i was at changi airport todae. den remind me of e interview. gack. i hate to make mistakes. but well, pray hard.

gg for an interview on thur. e company sound so phony to me. but well, i'm gonna spent 4 bucks travelling there for an interview wif a company tat i dun realli erm.. impress with.

gack.

blue~

hihi!!

u noe, i guess seldom ppl read tru all of my wordings. for me, usualli if i c huge chunck of words i'm pretty much bored. lol. so i didn't realli expect ppl to read tru all of it. lol.

well, todae was e 2nd interview of caas. hmm, i think i blew it. so feeling a bit down, but i'll pick myself up soon. jus nid to hmm brood for a while. pretty much dunno how to reply them, plus dunno wat qns to ask. humph. hopefulli i'll pick myself up soon.

yest was mei mei bdae. so went ot marina square yuki no yuki (or something) to help her celebrate. well, jie jie, me and bro took turn gg to e toilet halfway tru. dunno is it e food or us. den mom ren till home. not bad heh. lol. first impression was e place stinks. lol. but i guess it's me, ee smell doesn't appeals to me, but i still stepped in. well. it's a nice experience, but prob prob not go back if i haf a choice. plus nowadaes my stomach is super sensative, a bit wrong stuff it jus stuff up my whole system, so i'm pretty careful bout it.

hmm. got flu, and cough. =(

kk, i'm off. if i rem wat else to sae den i'll prob b back up. lol.

ciao.

hmmm...

hihi!!

i'm back!! i noe i noe..i'm always ard bloggin, but hey! take it tat i'm tryin to make up lost time once i start workin. tat is, if i actualli found a job. hehe =)

let's con't on. todae was e dae my mom had frens over to our house. her frens, they all met when they are honeymoon-ing at taiwan. lol. they met when they were in e same tour. how cool was tat. and they stay in contact all these years. since 1981. so was almost 20 plus yrs. and they're frens since then. and they watch each other's kids grew up. omg. it's freakin cool.

well, one of them brought her kids. 2 out of 4 or was it 5? lol..anyway. e guy brought his gf. and i'm sorry to sae tat after dinning together, and tokin for over an hour, i got no idea wat's her name, except she's workin at bmw as secretary. tat's how bad my social skills are. but surprise surprise!! i carried e conversation in eng!! omg. hmm, seldom mix wif chinese, i should sae 99% of e time i was speakin in eng. although not beri comfi wif eng, but i'm quite surprise i spoke so long in eng. but den again, usualli after class i tok to max as well in eng, so shouldn't b surprise rite? but tis is in sg!! omg!! haha..pretty surprise.

so, i was tokin to her and i realise. it's good to try all different field of HR even tou it's recruitment. i mean, it's a real good training ground. plus as winnie, e lady at CAAS was saeing it was one of e foundation of HR. so now, i'm totalli back on my feet, lookin positive and motivated in lookin for a job, how cool was tat. jus hopin tis surge of motivation and energy will follow and carry me tru at least 2 more mths =)

so, i nid to polish my social skills. haiz. it's bad. damn. i nid someone to feed my ego. lol. but den again. whenever i'm tokin bout hr, e passion,jus flows out. however, however, it's becos i didn't haf any experience, wif more experience, i might tok bout hr like an old lady. who noes?

tat aside. i was tryin so hard not to cough when i was tokin!!! OMG tis cough is persistent!! darn. y doesn't it goes away. ok, my bad sinec i did haf any cough syrup to kill it. but i tot it'll stop eventualli. i seldom get cough. jus flu, running nose, block nose, headache, tummy pain, but not so much of cough. i think e last time i cough was when i first came back from aust. den i went to c e doc who was my childhood doc. beri good med tat kurbs e coughin. well. mayb i should go get some cough syrup.

on tat note. my tummy pain was alreadi good. so e residue was onli coughing. gack. how i hate to cough. plus it interrupt wif my tokin. although e lady sae i can articulate quite nicely. but to b able to think on my feet is some skills i gotta polish. well. i hope to haf more encounters wif such lady. totalli remarkable. u can actualli learnt something from an hour tok like tat. totalli impressive. good thing we are not reduced to tokin bout weather. lol. how's tat. lol.

anyway. i'm gonna go off. surf ard den go off.

ciao and nite ~

i'll con't to hunt for jobs!! positive, motivated and happi mind set. and nv gif up =) cheers dears~