wear down.

hihi..

pretty wear down todae..yest nite can't sleep well. fang jie jie go home ard 12 plus. use bit of com, stay wif sis to watch some tv till 1 plus? den went upstair to sleep. unfortunely, sleep evades me..flipped on my bed for an hour plus and finalli got bit of sleep, i'm fightin off a bad dream? not dream, but unease feel. so by 3 plus i decided i can't sleep. so sat on e bed till morn ard 6 plus gg 7. and decided to try sleep again. woke up again at 11. 1 word - shag.

hmm. stuff happens and jus drag me down bits. but no matter wat. i'm responsible for wat and how i feel. so for now. i guess i'll jus drop off till i recover. no worries. i'm pretty optimistic. bounce back real quick. so. i guess i jus nid some break. it's good if i could go aboard now. but since i can't well. i nid some distraction.

haiz. jobs been tough to find as well.caas doesn't reply. mayb should take up tuitioning. i'll look into it i guess. no point sittin at home anymore. now tat e maid is off. gotta help out wf e house work, esp mom. she'll blow up if we nv help. but i pretty much like to iron clothes. lol. ok. more like i prefer to fold clothes. we shall c.

not realli feelin good now. but shouldn't b a prob yet. hopefulli it doesn't affect me till thur, after my drivin test. so if i'm gonna fall sick, do tat after thur. it'll b well appreciated. think been drinkin too much cold drinks. gack. lol.

jus now went to sleep a while. lulled to sleep by my bro's piano sound. wasn't bad. had an hour plus of sleep and woke up hungry. i guess i try to sleep in e afternoon since nite time realli leave me wif some unease feelings. mayb i'll jus wear all e fu tonite. yest wif e tanga, when i was holdin on to it wasn't tat bad. but after a while e feeling jus came back. fed up and pissed off, i switched on e light and sat on e bed. lol. hopefulli tonite will b better.

k. i'm off. plus mahjong session is moved to sat. humph. kk. go liao

ciao.