it's blue..

hihi!!

guess i'm pretty tired rite now. cuzzies went off ard 3 am yest nite. hmm. guess i'm bit distracted bout my own stuff to actualli listen closely to wat they sae. i mean they've provided some good view of stuff tat i've nv think so. broaden my view. but on e other hand. i guess it's a bit too much info for me to digest. lol. but i accept their reasoning and all. becos it's my life, i guess there's times when i might doubt bout my own choice. seriously. i usualli become unsure bout my own choice esp if it affects me greatly. suddenly jus felt so tired. my eyes feels heavy and puffy? but i'm gonna head out in an hours plus time. so not much time for me to sleep. so i guess i gotta hang in there till nite time..

jus i nid to hang in there for a bit. confused but i think it'll work it out somehow. mayb i shouldn't think too much. a bit overwhelmed rite now. but i think it'll work out eventualli.hmm. i think ppl's advice i can hear. but as wat my cuz sae. e ultimate decision is still gonna make by myself. mayb i should start to b confident bout myself and my choice. gack. now den i realised i'm someone wif little confident, esp bout things i care for. guess DG's voice jus kip comin back to me, tellin me to b more confi. but. haiz. mayb i should jus take e risk and trust u. =)

don't feel like thinkin too much rite now. gg to meet my pri sch mates. so. well. wish me luck. lol.

i'm off.

ciao~