45% recovered..

hi there..

been moody for e past few daes..lol..but..i'm emerging from e "depression" state..lol..but den again..becos of e evolvin..i didn't go to sch todae...skipped two lec..if i nv skip..i go sch at 11..but since i skipped it..i went to sch at 3!!! omg...c??4 hours differences..anyway..i stay home to crunch a bit of my psychology..lol...but den again..kinda sad e sem is endin xia..lol...so mus devote my time to go for lec cos got suai ge c..lol..but of course..i DO pay attention to wat e lecturer is saeing..

tokin about lecturer..todae i was in my IR tut and occassionalli i was whispering to my frens...and after e class...i was walkin out of e class and saw e teacher..so i smile at him..and he asked me : "what r u copyin when i was tokin? takin wat notes down?" and i was so stunned!! cos i wasn't payin attention..and i was tokin to my fren..e onli thing i wrote from e moment he tok till e end was "(1)", tat's all..lol..so me and my fren jus cook up some reason and run..lol..i told him tat i summarised wat he sae..and my fren too gif some funni excuses and we ran off..lol..faint~**

anyway...todae wasn't bad..i managed to start a bit on my studies..hmm..mayb tml i gg to do some household chores b4 startin up...hmm..and wash my bed sheets..and..fold my clothes..and pack e table..humph...doin household chores calms me..i guess..lol...

hmm...wat else...hmm..actualli plan to go out..but since i'm gettin back my mood..guess i don't haf to go out anymore...yawn~**

jus wanna go back to singapore quickly although some aspects of returnin aren't tat appealing...but still wanna go back play bball...cai yan la..try to make me jealous xia...tat time sae wanna play oso dun haf..lol..tons of things happens...haiz...

wanna go shoppin...wanna buy stuff...wanna play sports...humph..sad...should jio nini go play badminton..lol..but dunno she free not..else everytime go out is eat or watch movie...pool is x...but i was thinkin..mayb should go pub next time..when get back in sing..i mean..i think i'll go pub...lol...

feel like gg to darling harbor at nite..but...dunno e nite view nice not..else mus get some tips about where are the places that got excellent nite view..here in syd...in singapore...hmm...nite view...i should sae is where fullerton hotel is..esplanade there ba..peaceful..humph..

humph..sian diao...one more mth or plus to go..

mus endure!!!

faint~**

humph...

hao ba..tat's about it...did i sae i'm not stayin for chinese new year?? haiz..sad sad xia...i was lookin forward to chinese new yr...den can get ang bao..but this yr back here..make a loss xia..humph..

humph...but this yr new yr will b different xia..w/o our small tree..its kinda weird...its like..we'll nv c him again gambling wif everyone..we'll nv get to c him squeezin into e car wif us..sharks..all those memories jus came floodin back..*~tears~*...within a yr..not even a yr..within a mth we came to aust..den things happens....everything changed so much...things cheanged...people changes..wat other thing change? haiz..*sniff*sniff*..sometimes..things changed for e better..sometimes...things changes for e worse..

haiz..guess i gotta go shop...shop for guys..oops..one guy..not guyS...lol..else e director of e bet will knock my head after a yr is up...and ask me y i haben get a bf...lol...although i left wif 1 more sem..but..seriousli...its kinda tough..now tat cai ting already lost..lol...but she realli put such sort time..how to find a bf within 3 mth?? lol...as e director sae...mayb next season would b my sis..elder one..but seriously speakin..i'll not bet my money on her xia..lol...i noe i noe..i'm bad...but realli~~u mus think~~

hmm...oh ya! forgot!! i was readin my psycho txbk todae..and i realise my report..i think i didn't do it in e APA format!! die die!! i think i done it in harvard style..or was it oxford? argh!!! diedie...don't dare to check xia..lol..i was tellin my fren in my IR tut..and e teacher was sittin in front of me and he was smiling..hern~** so bad..lol..i think tat time i rush too much reports/assignments at e same time..den forgot e formats..and e psycho tut kip emphasisin on how we do our referencin..aaww hell...

kk...nite peps..

take care..

miss me~*"^