things..

hiya!!

hmm..todae kinda sleepi..almost dozed off in my second last lec..and was kinda impatient for my teacher to finish e econ lec..and e tut of course..try to act like i'm payin attention in e tut..lol..i was realli tryin hard...to fake attention..but i'm sooo sleepi...mayb todae i go off to bed earlier..

anyway..was discussing about e aust bet wif my cousin todae and yest...both time wif different cousin of course..hmm...

anyway..i found this(as of below) from a fren frenster..lol..

WhEn a GuY sAy He MiSs yOu...
Message: When a guy calls uhe wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a fewminutes,he means it

When a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing intheworld

When you're laying your head on a guy'schesthe has the world

When a guy calls you everydayhe is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves youhe means it

When a guy says he can't live without youhe's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

well...its kinda nice to haf ppl missing u..but hmm...u think its true? nowadaes...guys..i think they are sorta like i dunno..ma chium like e good guys all fade off or disappear or something...lol...kinda difficult to find a good guy..those i met..well..they are jus..them..i guess...hmm...

anyway..second part..con't..feel like i'm plagerising his frenster like tat..but emails oso haf..so...haiz...too much report make me feel so bad...mayb i should type in my references jus in case u noe..kana sued for plagerism..lol..

Missing someone is terrible but at thesame time, a sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if umeant anything to him/her.Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings,hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping thathe/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television butthinking of her/him missing the finalepisode of yourfavourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the lasttime u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to situnder the stars again, talking abouteverything,your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to seehim/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't onlineand did not return your page, u will startworryingifhe/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up iguess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with beinglonely and let u know that there isactually a feelingknown as emptiness.Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulgein the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.But missing someone and not knowing ifhe/she is feeling the same is terrible.U feel as if u are being left alone.So if u miss someone, tell him/her andlet them know.At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someonebecome jealousy or paranoid.If u are the one being missed and u knowit, let the other party know.if u miss him/her too, tell them.Don't let them wait.

well..let's jus sae i miss ppl as well..but usualli..i don't sae them out..unless..i realli miss them...and i'll tell them tat i miss them..of cos..it is restricted to a group of fren,relatives and i think tat's all..basicalli..hmm..nth much...

but i found these two parts quite..meeaningful...

soso...humph..my cousin yest told me i make her lost her bet..lol..but den again..who ask her to bet 3mths..lol..so kan de qi wo...lol..even me myself bet for e longest time period..lol...i think...my cousin took e bet paper wif them xia..lol.cannot c...lol..

anyway..tokin about guys...i was lookin tru my ex ex crush frenster..lol...anyway..i got tons of crushes..lol..i think..lol..but i always feel tat it wouldn't last..so..lol..b practical..lol..

oh ya..did i sae i might not b back for cny yest?? haiz..so sad...but i'll b in singapore for jm's bdae i think...but my 21st would b in sydney..humph..e other was grocery shoppin wif yuin inn, sis and jack..i think..and my sis suggest buyin a $3.80 cake for me..she's so bad..i always like to eat cake..esp chocs one..lol..and cheese one if i don't puke them out..humph..i got a cheesecake at home..lol..anyway...i love eatin cakes..last yr or was it this yr?? i think its this yr..was it?? tat nana, nini and jm bought an oreo cake for my bdae..tokin about bdae...i realise previous yr..someone bought cake..and i long time no speak to tat guy..humph..mayb tok to him when he gets on..lol..

hmm..lets c...wat else...was tokin to my cousin about shoppin..haiz..realli miss shoppin..over here can't shop much..cos e money is not mine to use..so..i think i'll go back to bugis and heeren to shop..haiz..oh ya...when i tok about heeren..i always remember e heeren sakae there...lol...i love e atmosphere there...oh ya..and nini workin at sakae..hmm..mus jio her out..nana..think she a bit afraid of jap..lol..since nini always eat jap..lol..

tokin about jap..todae i was in quad den i bought raw salmon sushi..i tell u..i was sooo happi tat i finalli got a chance to eat fish...humph..realli miss all those fishes back home..wanna eat lala too..and duck!!not e kind of roasted duck..but e brown brown duck..lol..

tokin about ducks..my law lecturer was tokin about duck this evening..saein tat if u looks like a duck, toks like a duck tat doesn't means tat u r a duck..or something like tat..lol..anyway..heng heng thing is tat i managed to stay focus durin e lec wif occasional spacing out..lol...

soso..now is 10...and it feels like 12 to me..so sleepi..but sure tat once i got into bed i'm wide awake..humph..mayb cos lack of exercise?? hmm..always so lazy to jog..mayb tml morn i should go joggin?? hmm..can't jog much..later will get dizzi..lol...poor me..

aik...forgot to clean up my dishes...humph..guess tml den wash up ba...mayb i should go sleep now and wake up to run tml morn??hmm...gg to stay in e lib tml to crunch some books...hmm...but not sure which book to crunch yet...mayb e law or econs..or psycho..humph..e other, ir tat is..not particularly care about tat..since i touch it for such long time..hmm..

soso...when i get back to sing..i gotta work..most prob go to sm again..hmm..hopefulli can find other jobs...humph...i nid $$..den i can tour in aust..lol...mayb get a job next sem...hmm...e pay here is i think double e pay in sing...but den again..although e rent is high and all tat..we still is able to break even or earn some profits if we work here...if we work in sing..one mth salary is not enuff to cover e rental for a mth...and we'll make a lost..humph..sad sad...

hmm...nth much...i'll b dryin off my hair den zzz...lol..

nite..

tc..