wat's gonna b our next step?

yo!

been realli busy these few daes..pratically (forgot how to spell) got no chance of a good nite sleep.. been spouting wrong stuff since few daes back.

hmm..anyway, things happen. was discussin bout it yest. pretty much ppl lay e blame on my dad's shoulder esp my mom. hmm, i should sae i'm not happi wif their opinion, even tou they sae it doesn't matter who was in a wrong, but as a human being, they will certainly find someone to push e blame to. it's always good to hear both side of e story b4 makin judgement yeah? to push e blame to a single person is - i should sae - bad. i did, encourage my dad to withdraw if things realli doesn't goes rite and e verdict was something i am not happy wif. of cos, i hope to hear a verdict tat was fair and just. however, wif my current financial status, plus my power, it's difficult to persude my dad from leavin. hence, i guess i've to strive harder in findin a job and b successful yeah?

hmm. from yest, after i think tru some stuff, i gotta admit, i'm real possessive and protective towards my family members. of cos, i'm sure everyone is like me when u feel one of ur family members under threats. but wif e age and e burden my dad's carrying, i wish i'll relief him from it soon. asap i guess. make life easier for him.

on a lighter tone, i should sae, tis yr celebration wasn't tat bad. lol. hmm. i should sae e newsletter was a smash. didn't realli c tat much newsletter lying ard on e floor. or mayb i'm not observant enuff.

another thing, i realised, sometimes when i talk, correct is correct, wrong is wrong, i'll nv expect ppl to b somewhere in e middle. like, black is black, white is white, if things are gray, den there's a lot of uncertainties. i for one will definitely try not to step there. however, in e real world there's always patches of grayness. i guess, i realli nid to try and accept and b more flexible to e gray patches. hmm, was tat e sense of righteousness in me tat resulted in tis? hmm..guess i should do more research in it, observe my behaviour and such. hmm.

okok, few daes b4 e celebration i was actualli thinkin of makin photo frame from clay..will it b tough?? hmm, guess i nid to tour popular for a while. plus i nid to renew my pdL, den i nid to go to e lib to pick up my book. mayb i should jus go into art school. jus kiddin, not cut out to b an artist. lol. i wanna try a hand at e biz world. but i was thinkin..since i got no job yet, should i jus go to NIE?? hmm..think think think, but no action. damn. hopefulli i'll get a job soon, else i guess i'm going out of my mind.

ciao