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yo!!
well, yest was chu 11 yeah?? was e beri start of csf big celebration. went to e tentage till ard 1 plus ba..den reached home. hmm..wasn't tat bad, but i don't think we are realli nided there. a bit waste of my energy considering tat my energy storage will deplete at a rapid rate in e next few dae. but it wasn't tat bad.
woke ep at 830am todae, cos sae nid to go tentage, but apparently sis wasn't feelin well so she decided to go to e tentage and i replaced her by gg down to PS and get those newsletter. wasn't tat bad till e nite time. was supposed to stay over, but ended up, cos of female prob, i had to go home, but in e mean time while "waiting" to go home. i was tryin to get my sis to drive me home first, since they are waitin for e guys to fill up e water tank and stuff. too dotz, was quite pissed at tat time. hmm, e more i think i more angry i got, angry at things like y did i fluck my stupid drivin. hmm.
probably, i'm a person who, once in my own pace, i expect ppl to match my pace, a tense, serious person, plus i guess, i'm competitive..hmm, pretty much more competitive den when i was in high sch..hmm, usualli i would aim for perfection. a perfectionist, since dunno when.. hmm..i'm short tempered, but usualli don't get tat angry as i was when i got my drivin results. i was 100% angry tat dae, slammed a table..lol..no la...jus slammed my hand on e table and started someone sittin next to me..lol..short tempered, but jus short burst of them, in few hours i'm pretty good as new. i'll pretty much listen to ur explaination probably in a few hours..lol..i'm petty..i expect ppl to b useful..oh ya..i'm pretty easily influenced by ppl.. so i realli strongly recommend myself to do self reflection. something i realised when i was lookin at e mirror jus now. not tat i don't do self reflection. i always does it, jus tat in e instant i realised tat i didn't realli look at things from anothre perspective.
as i said b4, usually there's 2 side of e coins to a certain thing. sometimes perhapes more. thus, there's a nid for me to noe all aspect b4 makin a sound decision.but den again, a lot of things depend on my attitude and mind. if i did not accept things with an open minded mind, and tat my attitude towards certain stuff don't change, i could nv change myself, nor could i accept thing, hence hampering my growth. lol..i think i got my pettiness from mom, my stubbornness from dad. lol..real bad combination heh..lol...so. ya.. pretty lot of weakness heh..i guess those close to me will noe of these stuff..lol..
hmm.. was thinkin another dae, yest when i was bathing. i love bathin, it's a time for me to relax, hate it when ppl interrupt me.. anyway, i side tracked. i was thinkin tat everyone had a different way of takin pics. each photographer has his/ her own different style of takin pics. for me i'll realli love e big pictures but sometimes, i missed e small details. similiarly in life, sometimes i jus looked at e big pic and definitely, i neglected some details. haiz.. gotta change, i realli hate to admit it when i did something wrong. haiz..i think i realli nid to go study those nice nice pics tat professionals took den try to understand their angle and stuff like tat..lol..haiz..
hmm..things been running tru my head now tat i gotten over e huge wave, everything calms down, easier for me to make rational decision, to think wif my mind and not act with my heart....pretty much decide to end everything.. jus nid to convey it to my heart..lol...
pretty late now. gg off to bed. tml gotta go down at 830..zz.. well todae is jus e eve of e big dae. i jus hope tat it's over soon and return me my peaceful like..
ciao. nite.
well, yest was chu 11 yeah?? was e beri start of csf big celebration. went to e tentage till ard 1 plus ba..den reached home. hmm..wasn't tat bad, but i don't think we are realli nided there. a bit waste of my energy considering tat my energy storage will deplete at a rapid rate in e next few dae. but it wasn't tat bad.
woke ep at 830am todae, cos sae nid to go tentage, but apparently sis wasn't feelin well so she decided to go to e tentage and i replaced her by gg down to PS and get those newsletter. wasn't tat bad till e nite time. was supposed to stay over, but ended up, cos of female prob, i had to go home, but in e mean time while "waiting" to go home. i was tryin to get my sis to drive me home first, since they are waitin for e guys to fill up e water tank and stuff. too dotz, was quite pissed at tat time. hmm, e more i think i more angry i got, angry at things like y did i fluck my stupid drivin. hmm.
probably, i'm a person who, once in my own pace, i expect ppl to match my pace, a tense, serious person, plus i guess, i'm competitive..hmm, pretty much more competitive den when i was in high sch..hmm, usualli i would aim for perfection. a perfectionist, since dunno when.. hmm..i'm short tempered, but usualli don't get tat angry as i was when i got my drivin results. i was 100% angry tat dae, slammed a table..lol..no la...jus slammed my hand on e table and started someone sittin next to me..lol..short tempered, but jus short burst of them, in few hours i'm pretty good as new. i'll pretty much listen to ur explaination probably in a few hours..lol..i'm petty..i expect ppl to b useful..oh ya..i'm pretty easily influenced by ppl.. so i realli strongly recommend myself to do self reflection. something i realised when i was lookin at e mirror jus now. not tat i don't do self reflection. i always does it, jus tat in e instant i realised tat i didn't realli look at things from anothre perspective.
as i said b4, usually there's 2 side of e coins to a certain thing. sometimes perhapes more. thus, there's a nid for me to noe all aspect b4 makin a sound decision.but den again, a lot of things depend on my attitude and mind. if i did not accept things with an open minded mind, and tat my attitude towards certain stuff don't change, i could nv change myself, nor could i accept thing, hence hampering my growth. lol..i think i got my pettiness from mom, my stubbornness from dad. lol..real bad combination heh..lol...so. ya.. pretty lot of weakness heh..i guess those close to me will noe of these stuff..lol..
hmm.. was thinkin another dae, yest when i was bathing. i love bathin, it's a time for me to relax, hate it when ppl interrupt me.. anyway, i side tracked. i was thinkin tat everyone had a different way of takin pics. each photographer has his/ her own different style of takin pics. for me i'll realli love e big pictures but sometimes, i missed e small details. similiarly in life, sometimes i jus looked at e big pic and definitely, i neglected some details. haiz.. gotta change, i realli hate to admit it when i did something wrong. haiz..i think i realli nid to go study those nice nice pics tat professionals took den try to understand their angle and stuff like tat..lol..haiz..
hmm..things been running tru my head now tat i gotten over e huge wave, everything calms down, easier for me to make rational decision, to think wif my mind and not act with my heart....pretty much decide to end everything.. jus nid to convey it to my heart..lol...
pretty late now. gg off to bed. tml gotta go down at 830..zz.. well todae is jus e eve of e big dae. i jus hope tat it's over soon and return me my peaceful like..
ciao. nite.
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