in a mess

yo~

everything seems to b in a mess....families and csf teachers....yest tok to gillian jie jie...den todae tok to san shu...haiz...wat to sae..some kids jus nv learn and reflect...act without thinkin of consequences, push e blame to others and nv accept responsibility for their own wrongdoing...causing everyone ard hardship...realli...hopefulli u'll think tru....

similarily, csf teachers oso haf to haf a meetin i guess..clear up all e misunderstanding and all..but who will make e first move? its difficult to sae...tat's y i sae..come back to sg..all e relationship stuff will jus stick back onto u...sian..

anyway...gran wanted to b sent to e hosp...so sis and mom brought her to e hosp...den mayb she'll stay a nite over? or something...current situation is not too sure...but seriously...these week when i was back..grans been complainin bout her stomach...den sometimes i'll spent some time massagin her stomach for her...den at nite my sis sae my gran will go over to their room to search for ppl to help her massage...but i was thinkin...realli got to apprieciate tat she's still complainin...since it might b jus a matter of time for her...

well...surprisingly...i got my first dream from my uncle 7 on sat or sun...can't rem which...den he tries to save me from a beri high place...den...after tat he told me to join e band...woke up cryin buckets....he's been away from us sae 2 yrs? almost? den tis is e first time i dreamt bout him.... cheers~

recently...my eye started twitchin...dun think its a beri good sign....e last time my eye twitch was when my house almost got covered by smoke...so well...i've been prayin hard not to let any missharp happens...

as for gg out...hmm..we'll c...

ciao~