distance..
hiya~
was tokin to my jie jie todae about stuff...den we went to e topic of frens....hmm...how to sae...i envy my sis...cos...she and her frens...are quite bonded...even tou they long time no c...but once they sit down..all sorts of topics came out...all sorts...but...when i mit up wif my sec sch frens...feels there's always a distance btw us..was tokin about it..and i start cryin...mayb becos i'm over here...but...even when i go back...can't find anything to tok...even tou i ask them stuff...they jus brush it off...it makes me feels like an outsider...mayb i'm nv inside their circle...i dun't know...i c myself..as stand alone...should i gif up on them??? becos sis sae now tat i'm in uni.. some frens might not b happi?? some might feels tat we are no longer on e same page..same par..do they realli think so?? sometimes..i do feels tat...tat ppl thinks tat i'm luncky...cos i'm able to go oversea uni and all...while they haf to work their butts off...like i'm jus a lucky bastard who nv get her hands dirty...so i'm not realli included into their "gang"....was it my fault tat we are no longer on e same page???what am i ..realli...to them?? i realli wanna noe..
anyway...went to aaron house warming todae..landed property xia..570 bucks per week...its freaking nice...e outside was so neat!! interior is oso nice...keke...nice property...
hmmm...nth...jus nid to increase my social circle....pretty much good...but i wouldn't and can't let probs such as frens to interrupt my grade..can't afford to i guess...met a new fren there...my fren's fren gf..a doc..lol...pretty...sucessful...zheng dian...lol...went to weight my weight todae 49!!! omg!!! increased liao!!! last time i think onli 46-48...nv exceed 48 b4!!! shit!!!
so now...gotta sleep...tml gotta go fren bdae..lol..go dim sum...lol...
cya~
nite~
on personal note: jia you jia you!! dun let those irrelevant things distract u...hmm...jus treat tis as hmm...a process ba..to make urself stronger...no nid to depend on ppl...stand on my own two feet...there's a lot more for me to achieve..can't let small things deter me... jia you for ur test...n everything will turn out fine~
was tokin to my jie jie todae about stuff...den we went to e topic of frens....hmm...how to sae...i envy my sis...cos...she and her frens...are quite bonded...even tou they long time no c...but once they sit down..all sorts of topics came out...all sorts...but...when i mit up wif my sec sch frens...feels there's always a distance btw us..was tokin about it..and i start cryin...mayb becos i'm over here...but...even when i go back...can't find anything to tok...even tou i ask them stuff...they jus brush it off...it makes me feels like an outsider...mayb i'm nv inside their circle...i dun't know...i c myself..as stand alone...should i gif up on them??? becos sis sae now tat i'm in uni.. some frens might not b happi?? some might feels tat we are no longer on e same page..same par..do they realli think so?? sometimes..i do feels tat...tat ppl thinks tat i'm luncky...cos i'm able to go oversea uni and all...while they haf to work their butts off...like i'm jus a lucky bastard who nv get her hands dirty...so i'm not realli included into their "gang"....was it my fault tat we are no longer on e same page???what am i ..realli...to them?? i realli wanna noe..
anyway...went to aaron house warming todae..landed property xia..570 bucks per week...its freaking nice...e outside was so neat!! interior is oso nice...keke...nice property...
hmmm...nth...jus nid to increase my social circle....pretty much good...but i wouldn't and can't let probs such as frens to interrupt my grade..can't afford to i guess...met a new fren there...my fren's fren gf..a doc..lol...pretty...sucessful...zheng dian...lol...went to weight my weight todae 49!!! omg!!! increased liao!!! last time i think onli 46-48...nv exceed 48 b4!!! shit!!!
so now...gotta sleep...tml gotta go fren bdae..lol..go dim sum...lol...
cya~
nite~
on personal note: jia you jia you!! dun let those irrelevant things distract u...hmm...jus treat tis as hmm...a process ba..to make urself stronger...no nid to depend on ppl...stand on my own two feet...there's a lot more for me to achieve..can't let small things deter me... jia you for ur test...n everything will turn out fine~
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