something's missin...

hiya!!

well..not as genki as i try to sound..but ya..haiz...start my dae by cryin..dream of granny...haiz...real bad...think i break down like 7 times since sat..den yest call home..den dad listen..den he sae no nid to go back to sing...so not gg back anymore..den when tok about granny..haiz..i break down again...haiz..i'm so emotional!! so pai seh....

hmm...anyway..was a bit restless now...wanna start my assignment...but...not in e rite mood yet...kip feelin something was missin from my life...u know..like...jus something...dunno how to explain..but life's good for me...i should sae..and i shouldn't complain..but...there's something missin in my life...definietly missin...

todae ar..e weather is so windy and it rains for most part of e dae...woke up and draw my curtain..wanna c e rain and e wind...wrote a compo yest when its rainin..cos yest oso rainin..lol..todae no mood to write compo..so sit there and look at e weather...jus wish ar...e rain is a bit heavier..e wind is a bit stronger...like a storm...i always enjoy watchin a storm...when i wsa indoor tat is...lol...next time ar...my house must haf a window seat..so todae was rainin...mood's down...but e rain isn't strong enuff to wash away my sorrow..hmm...realli nice watchin e rain patterin on e window..watchin e trees sway as e wind blows...watchin e clouds drifts...

hmm...still no mood to do my stuff...hopefulli i get into e correct mood soon...else....i'm doom!!!

kk...off i go to look for my mood...

cya

take care

nite~