confusion!!!

hiya!!

you know..i went to check my frenster todae...ok i check it everydae...anyway...i went to click on both md and jm's frenster and i realise i worte e testimonial to e wrong person!! faint~ i jus can't differentiate e differnce btw them and oso..msn oso e same prob!! their msn add is soooooOOOOOo similar tat i often haf prob differentaiting..and e worse thing is..u tok to either and they nv reply..so i totalli dunno who is who..and i think jm told me once b4...but i jus can't rem...u sknow how blur am i rite...

anyway...was tokin about frens wif my sis jus now...she was tokin about her high sch frens where they almost tok about all things under e sun..and i was thinkin..in singapore...when i go out wif fren...totalli nv tok much...i mean..when i go out...i always crap ard..sometimes got lost in conversation cos all frens haf new frens and i wasn't in singapore and sometimes...they jus don't bother to included u into e conversation...so..realli...i dunno...it feels like i haf a gap btw me and my sec sch frens...

i am actualli not tokative...it was jus tat...sometimes...the ppl are jus quiet and makes me looks like i'm tokin a lot...but seriously...i dunno was i was tokin about wif my sec sch mates...norm is like...hey how's it gg? or how's life? or how's work? or who is attached? tat's all...surface stuff...guess i jus haben found e person who i realli wan to share my stuff wif...other den my cousin...otherwise...frens wise...nth...

don't think i'll make a good fren anyway...like i dunno my fren's hobbies, wat are their fav food, wat kind of things they like..blah blah...haiz...guess...i'm not a beri good fren after all...even when frens are in trouble or something..i might not even know...haiz...such terrible fren i am...seriously...am i a terrible fren? who is truthful enuff to tell me e truth??

haiz...

i'll leave u wif that...go bath den con't assignment...darn lazy to do...realli dunno how to do oso...faint~

nite..

take care...