its freezin again...

hiya...

todae is exceptionalli cold..frozen toes and finger ever since i woke up this morn...realli cold..although there are sun..(there r rite??)...but..e cold wind is greater den e "hot" sun...thus...e cold won..and here...e poor me..nv brin my jacket out...shivering in cold...not gd not gd..and i called my sis and ask her to brin out my kacket for me..although it feels e same..meanin still cold..but guess i gotta get used to it man..lol...

haiz...so sian..tml fri again...plannin to go out to post e candies back to sing..and..gg to library..and go visit e doc wif my sis cos she nid to haf a blood test or something..

anyway..been tokin to some frens todae..and i realised...tat e electricity bill might shot up to e ceiling..cos i'm been usin too much heater...guess i nid to buy an electric blanket..lol...sorri parents...dun't mean to use tat much elec..but..its pretty cold..

anyway...i was hopin to haf a healthier lifestyle..but i was chompin on starburst and chocs...alamak..lol...tot of eatin e apple..but if i eat something cold..i realli feel cold inside out...e balls of my feet starts to hurt...and..i think i felt a mouth ulcer..lol...

hmm...other den chompin on starburst and chocs...i realise..i've been crankin on tim tam too!! anyway..i'm a huge fan of tim tam..lol..

hmm..about todae...nth much realli..classes are gd..except i totalli catch no ball durin my mgmt tut...e textbook i think wasn't here yet..sux...

tokin of sux..there's a guy in my mgmt tut..he was presentin...so..i kip hearin e word "suck"...but..it turns out to b "sack"...lol..i was like...huh?? suck wat?? lol...sorri..i mean no harm..just tat their way of pronouciation is totalli different from us..

and e lecturer..he pronouce data as " da-ta" he actualli splits e "da" and e "ta"...e first time i heard i was like...huh da-ta??wat's da-ta?? lol...oh god!! i'm so evil..lol..

hmm..haf my psychology lec todae..plenty of fun...e lecturer was so interestin...i mean..e way he brought points across...its fantasic..

and durin my econ lec..e overhead projector blank out twice!! lol...and tokin about overheads...i realise..their classrooms...they did not equip projectors...as in those tat connects to e computer and show ppt slides...they dun't haf it..and i'm at a loss....u noe..my life in poly...we always use ppt for major presentations and transparency for tuts but e tuts are NOT graded!! i mean..ppt save more money..easier to prepare..beside...i dunno where to get those transparency and print those stuff on it..i mean..it mus cost a bomb considerin e things here are so x..and...one more point..i think e presentation + a report writing after e presentation = 20% ...dotz!! i think...its quite major for me even if its onli a tut haiz...*faint*

hmm..todae...bravin e wind...its realli tough..cos e wind realli get into e eye and...i when i was walkin..i felt tat i was being either push forward or backwards dependin on e wind direction...lol...i think i mus eat more..else later kana blown away..or mus walk ard wif an anchor...

burr...cold cold..

dicussin about my uncle seven funeral wif my cousin...it jus brin tears to my eyes..my mei mei call him little tree..gosh.. T_T ..guess i'm pretty sensative..but..losin a person so close to u..i can't take it..i still rem...e dae after i receive e news..wen i was walkin to sch..i almost burst out cryin...tat dae i receive e news..i kip cryin..sat in my sis room..print notes and cry...use most of her tissues..and kana scolded...

all i gotta sae is..i realli not readi to sae goodbye...thinkin back..when i was leavin e house for aust..e worse farewell is not to frens..not to parents..not to siblings...but to my uncle..cos i noe others will always b there when i get back...but him...i can't even step into e room without chokin back my tears...i said my farewell half way..and other gotta sae for me..i onli tell him i'm off to study at aust..den he was noddin..and...i realli can't con't on..and i think my parents are like...help me tok..when i step out..i e tears...jus flowed out..on e way to e airport..i was thinkin of him..and tears jus welled up..i noe..its e last time i'll c him...i guess...sorta..cos..we haf been given warnins..and we noe..its jus a matter of time...

when i was over here..i dreamt of a funeral..jus not sure whose...

i guess..my sis has a stronger personality..she was holdin up quite well wif e news..a bit of cryin and sobbin and she's done and told me to quit cryin..so i went ot her room to cry..lol...but tat's becos e printer is in there too...but...i guess...for me..my tears are endless...its like...e tears stops..den con't, stops den con't...i jus gotta stop crying for now...else later my jie jie scold me again...

so gotta end here ya..

sorri bout e sad endin tonite..

nite guys..

sweet dreams..

take care

cya...

miss me..