F*ckin pissed

hi there...

todae..i was fuckin pissed...sorri for e crude words...but i was seriously FUCKIN PISSED...tat's bcos my sis..instead of photocopyin her own notes..asked me to photocopy for her..other den tat i nid to pay my own photocopy card and i haf to photocopy on my own..best part..i was late form y lec by 13 min...FUCKIN PISSED...and u noe wat she tell me?? she sae.."ask u to go out earlier liao" as if e notes are mine like tat...fuckin pissed...this is e first time i actualli msg ppl usein e word fuck..i told i i'm gg to b fuckin late for lec..

sorri peps...i noe i'm complainin...but u noe..i don't haf any one to complain to..cos everyone in singapore mainly my relatives and family expected me to LISTEN to my sis and told me NOT to ARGUE wif her...come on..sad thing..i can't stand dirty and lazy ppl..i was justryin to tell her to wash up her breakfast utensils as i've been washin for god noes how many daes...and she told me "no one ask u to wash wat..u can put it there" fuck rite...kao...sometimes..i jus dunno should i b guilty over e punch i threw her another dae when she pissed me off...rite..i noe..i jus threw her a punch and landed i think btw her should blade or something..den she try to make me feel guilty...damn it to hell and back..

i noe i'm voilent ok...i'm tryin hard to control it..but she jus brin e worse out of me..

i can't stand ppl bein messy..guess tat's wat habin ur own room to urself since young do to u..and oso..mayb most of e time..my mom kip her nose out of my business..

anyway...sch is fun todae...i was secretly takin my psychology tutor's pic cos she's so cute..lol...and i didn't listen to wat she was tokin..and i ended up bein so confused...lol...i was lookin at her most of e time..and tryin to kip my temper down becos of my sis..after 2 hours..and my temper is still shimmerin...and now...after almost 6 hours...my blood is boilin...jus feel like hittin some one..lol....she's realli tryin my patience...

todae at e lib waitin for her to finish her class at 9pm..i was so hungry..i thought of eatin mee siam...jus miss mee siam..and hor fan...~sob~...anyway...i was so pissed i wanted to go home early..but...class ends at 9 and wif e house located at such remote place...i jus...u noe..2 ppl is better den one...even my lesson finish at 7pm...i'll always feel jerky when there's a slight movement..checkin over my shoulder for strangers...e other dae..a bike went past me and i stun me xia..

hmm..oh ya...cos todae i got no idea how to used e sch photocopyin machine...i asked a gal who is photocopyin her stuff...i ask her...how do i used e photocopy machine..den she explain to me u nid to buy e card..how much..blah blah...nice lady...pretty too...lol...

anyway...still pretty pissed about my sis...god damn....when u try to b nice to her..she'll take advantage...when u r mad at her..she'll sae u can jus ignore her...argh!!! freak it

oh ya..another thing...e other dae..we nid to shop for some chickens meat...and on e way for grocery shoppin..she told me to carry lib books to sch..3 think ones..and she carry one light one and claims she got tons of things to take..as if i don't haf like tat..i nid to take my law book..and jackets..and my notes..and addtional 3 novels=> thick...den she ask me y i nv brin grocery bag along...WTF!! ma chium like ah siam~ like tat...come here help her clean up..take grocery..look after her...damn...make it double damn...argh!!!

at least in sing still got my cousin..distant cousin to tok to over sushi...here...my sis don't even listen to my complains..sucks big time...

kk...

guess i nid to calm down...

e more i type...e faster my blood is gg to boil..

argh!!

take care guys...hopefulli tml i can think and look straight without e murderous eyes slicin all over ppl...sorri...but jus out to draw blood...lol...hate it when i get mad..cos i'll hurt someone in e process...freak it..

anyway...

gg off..

watch naruto till quite late..

so..

nite guys~~

take care...

guess u guys wouldn't miss me todae..lol..or any other daes after this..lol..